I talked too much in staff meeting today ):

Usually I am super shy and quiet, but I could not stop talking today. I talked more than anyone else. I said some really stupid shit too. I had too much caffine in my system. I am so embarassed grrr...
Do you ever hit yourself over the head later on for being socially innaporpriate?

 

no i don't

people don't remember the stupid shit i say

 

Of course it never happened to any of us. Why would you think that any of us ever embarassed ourselves???

 

Hahaha. I do that too.

Sometimes I'm expected to talk and say something, like in a small tutorial or class or meeting and a frog comes out of my throat, or I can't even think through simple sentences.

Is your hubby around lately? Do you lack some adult conversation?

I'll be over with some dried nuts and peach juice.

 

Yes! I have hardly any adult conversation at all ):.
I would love some nuts and peach juice. That sounds spiffy. I have chocolate filled whole-grain cereal. It's more like little cookies with nutella in it though. It would go awesome with peach juice.

 

well I have a crude sense of humor and don't monitor myself. SO I even talk to Department Heads and Deans that way. I figure I shouldn't change who I am for someone else. So I might embarass myself all the time without knowing it....
or at least the ones that are with me.

 

UGH.yeah. I have done it.
I have had complete (sometimes unfounded) panic attacks about the stupid shit I've said.

 

I was in the bath resaying everything the way I wish I said it.

 

try not to make the same mistake on the forums

 

You will never get to see my boobs with that attitude.

 

ugh , sorry yeah I have done that.
I am pretty terrible about it actually,i have broke down and cried before about how people are probably judging me for the way I made eye contact(or something similarly stupid that probably went unnoticed).

All you can do is remind yourself what is done is done - it most likely isn't as bad to other people as it feels to you,and you can't change it, there is no reason to let it get to you now.

 

I keed I keed

 

Thank you . That really helped a lot and helped me let it go a little bit. You're right, I can't change it.