Don't you love when your doing something, such as cleaning or looking for something and you come across some opiates? haha. I was cleaning out an old dresser that had a bunch of junk in it, and inside this old book i found 5 bags of H from god knows when. Definitely made my day... haha.
Usually if I find a pill I dropped I have a near-fatal heart attack because I think what if my mom found it or if one of my cats found it and ate it. Other than that I usually end up buying small amounts of stuff due to having a somewhat decent tolerance so my shit is usually gone before it can get lost. I don't do H, but I do different kinds of pills.
This bundle has to be from when i first started, i quit after a week because i didnt want to get addicted and when i felt like going out and getting some more i must have forgot i had some already. lol im retarded!
Man I wish I could misplace some pills. But I know where every pill is at.LOL So I never bother looking cause I know it would be a waste of time..But don't get me wrong,When I'm out I look anyway. But so far NADA a fucking thing. But I'm happy for ya bro..
[I find it weird how everyone nods out. It dosen't matter how much I take, I just get wired. Infact that is why I love Opiates../B]
Man, there is nothing like coming across an old pill or bag of heroin when you are cleaning out your room or your car. For me, the feeling I used to get when that would happen was similar to the way I felt on X-mas Morning as a five year old. I can remember specifically finding an Oxycontin 80mg in between the passenger seat and the middle console in my car. The best part about this story is that I found it while I was looking for a cigarette in my car while I was in full withdrawal. It helped me out a little but my tolerance at the time was anywhere from 300mg to 500mg each day of Oxycontin or maybe eight or nine Dilaudid 8mg pills. I actually came across a nice little nug of some good kine bud a few months ago in my dresser drawer and it got me high as hell and was probably a year or older. Ha. Anyways, awesome find. -NICU
When you find something you always have to stare at it first, and comprehend that its what you think it is lol.
Words cannot describe what I went through on days where I could not score. It would start in the morning, usually cold sweats would wake me up depending on the last time I had used the night before. I normally did 40mg to 80mg around 1AM so I could at least sleep until 7AM or so without waking up to the early signs of withdrawal. By 12PM I would have horrible nausea and the cold/hot sweats would still be there, strong as ever. My body would start aching soon after and if I did not have anything by 3PM or 4PM then I would start vomiting and then the diarrhea would start up, what fun...I checked into a detox facility about three years ago around 1PM and when they checked my vitals they immediately put me in a bed and I was on Subutex for a week and a half or so. Never again will I let myself build up a tolerance near that amount. The last month I was using I spent around $25K on dope alone. Anyways, the shit is REAL. I hope people can read this and maybe it might keep them from going through the same thing. -NICU
Dam dude, that sounds like it would suck some serious ass. That is exactly why I have never gotten my meds upped every 6 months. I would just stick with what I had. Anyway good to see ya doin better..:cheers2:
damn NICU thats rough. the worst opiate WD ive ever had was coming off of a 10-15mg/day snorted opana habit. basicly just felt like the flu, i cant imagine that tho. anyway back to the OP. this kind of thing has happened many many times over the years with various drugs, its always such a wonderful little suprise.
Respect to you brother from learning from it and taking action, and not going through it again and again like most people. bet it made you tougher cause it makes other ailments feel like nothin. if you ever feel like going back just remember what that felt like. peace
Well, I'm not out of pills but thought I would clean all my pill bottles I have laying around.And dam do I have some bottles ..I had to take the labels off 162 bottles so I can throw them away.. Fuck I couldn't believe I had so many fucking bottles and not a single fucking pill in any of them.. But atleast my house is clean of bottles. If someone saw all these laying around they might think I'm a junky or something..haha
dude you should of just got the hot glue gun out and made a huge pyramid that shit would be epic :cheers2:
This is a funny post! I would throw pills all over my room to loose them on purpose so when i was phening i would go on a mad hunt around my room and always be happily rewarded. I thought it was kinda fun lol.. Props to NICU for going through hell and surviving. When i was getting clean I was on suboxone for a month. Then i took two weeks off to clean my system and my doc put me on naloxone to deter me from using in the future. Man, within an hour i was so sick. I didnt know what was going on, i thought i was dying. within twenty minutes of taking the naloxone my feet got ice cold. I held them in the fire for 10 minutes and still cold as hell. THen it crept up the rest of my body. Within an hour I was cold as ice. my mom and sister were laying on top of my to keep me warm but it was still too cold. Then I was vomiting every 10 minutes and then dry heaves after the first two incidents. I started uncontrollably convulsing after two hour. My mom called the ambulance and I went to ER. took the doc 3 hours to get to me. worst night of my life. oh and the diarerra was so bad...i shat my self 7 times that night. and three times i was too sick to make it to the bathroom. On top of all this i had a knot in my stomach the size of a softball (i guess from all the vomiting) Not to mention the nurses were bitches cz they thought i was a heroin addict going thru withdraw. The doc said it was just a bad reaction to the naloxone and it happens all the time with naloxone. Sorry i got off topic.
Yeah I love finding little presents, it is such a good feeling especially if you are in a bad situation such as withdrawal. The worst thing about the little presents lying around is someone else could find them and steal them or it could be found by a parent which is not cool. This happened to me once and my mom found Valium I left out on accident and I had to convince her I only got them because I was having trouble sleeping and she was cooled down after that but still not happy. She stated that if I was really having trouble sleeping we'll talk to my doctor rather than me trying to self medicate, so I actually ended up getting off pretty easy.
