Known as a friend, a kinsmans kin My youthful days had just begin Folly of a broken mind Now the reality is unkind Maybe once there was a hope Today there is no way to cope I sit and think of things may come Those that are been and done Nothing seems to ease the rain Except the dreams that you, contain You bring a wave of joy and hope These things, what left, I have to cope My wish would be a happy life Peaceful, gay, and free of strife Where you go, where I stay I doubt these thoughts will decay Forever in my mind you'll be However saddened it leave me be Fate is fate and we can't be free But this cannot, will not, comfort me Your life has made a mark on mine The memory, the feeling, etched sublime If one thing I can rest upon My love for thee, never gone But I am the one to blame Hang my head in painful shame Never happened, never will And this, is why, my heart is chill