I just fall deeper and deeper, and the only thing to do is prey, to what god i question, but maybe if i dident question him things could be better, but look at it, where we are, the living hell that is earth, nothing really matters. Whats the point in wasting our lives working and in conformity when we can waste the short years here enjoying life, being a real person. If every one could of stuck with that from the start, we wouldent have such things as drugs, or murder, or anything, but a fantasy world is where im trapped, force to live for ever...
Hmmm...I'm going to be vague and unhelpful here. The misconception that man has been banished from Eden is just that, a misconception. The Earth is Eden, we have only been banished in the way we think of Earth as Eden. When we believe the Earth to be a hell, we only dig ourselves deeper in those thoughts. Our lives are our lives - there is nothing more to this world or even after it. Basically...your world and your life is what you make it...don't wallow it all away in sadness, anguish and frustration. Understand that unwanted feelings are a part of who and what we are as humans, but you must not let them pull you down - your life and the reason you were put on the planet will be wasted. Accept the world as a place to grow and make better, we cannot do this if we focus on the negatives of the world.
We can not do this anyway on account on the world is full of brainwashed morons who dont have the balls to form together and make life what it should be, i dont come on here for help, no one can help me on here, i come here to see other views, perspectives, talk about drug experiences....