what the fuck man i did 5 80mg ocs in the matter of 4 days and i said i was going to sit on the them till deep in the week when i was low on cash and my olerance went down............. anyways im drukn and rambljng alaoal
I find that it's always hard to just sit around with any amount of opiates within reach. I used to always say I'll save x amount or wait a few days or whatever before using. It never worked out for me. Still when I do get low I tend to try and use less. I even tend to do ok with a bit less, so I tell myself next time I'll just use less to start with. Never works out quite that way. Or I will start out using less and within a couple days I'm up to just as much or more than I had been using. I'm not sure what I'm going to do come the end of the week. I'll be getting my refills then: 60 15mg Opana ER and 45-90 5mg Opana IR (it's only the first time a full month scripts been written for the IR so I have no idea how many I'll get despite the fact the bottle is written for one every 8 hours as needed). Hopefully I'll be able to make it at least 3 weeks... That's my short-term goal. My long term goal is the full month of course. Somehow it seems no matter what I get it lasts about 10 days. I have issues :\
^ oh yea, for sure, thats why i never get more than i need for maybe a day or two because i know if i get a bundle, it'd be done within three days. same with anything besides psychedelics and ecstasy pretty much. i usually cop like 3 bags at a time, just in case its some weakness, i don't want some bullshit chasing feeling that i'd have with less and then i'd automatically cop more and justify it with that.
Yeah, I have no hookups at all. Part of me wishes I did.... most of me is glad I don't. I have no idea how I'd act having one. I don't exactly have much "expendable" income. I should, but my job has been screwing me on pay... but that's another issue. While it will be harder for you since you can easily make a phone call or whatever and then go pick up, I think the best thing will be to try and not buy anything. Simply because if you buy it you're going to use it. It's almost impossible not to
