cult of hullucinogentic experience fear of the potential death/rebirth excessive murder daze like this we we had it made bury our heads in cement stolen, torn and crippled forced to recreate wrapped in sheets digested paralysed from the neck up-i thought i was lucky it began just as i knew it would darker and more shouting black and blue crayon scratches on the same piece of paper circular saw down to earth amplification blues plus minus love hatered positive negative holy blistered makin fuckin sure no one comes in skin draws sideways we've fianally overcome our happiness amputation theory cigarette burns cleaning lady fingering twat on your sofa molested sun alcoholic depression barks like an over fucked dog corporate cannibals crack dust deteriorator looking out windows public assination 24 hour violent rape surgery gained not shackled worship methamphetamine huffing clorox down in the parking lot wandering through streets of yellowed newspaper staring at the floor sliding down the hallway poetry to explore injecting demoralization into my wounds scabbed beyond disbelief