i dont feel like talking to anyone

no sorry

 

If that is you for more than a week you've officially entered LONER status.

 

yeahh...that's me for almost 2 years now, and it's getting worst every day

 

it's because you're better than everyone else. now be sure to tell everyone you see.

 

ohh ok then

 

I'm going through that phase right now as well. I'm not sure if its a winter hibernation thing or if I am genuinely sick of people.

 

hope you get better...
i'm going to a doctor next week, but i don't think it's going to make me any better. Probably he will say i got some disorder or something, and give me lithium...that's kinda bullshit, i think

 

but it's weird...sometimes i have no feelings for no one (my grandfather and my uncle died a few time ago, and i was my mother told me, i was like "they died? ok then" ... that was like i didn't give a shit)...

but on the other hand, there are some days, that i feel so much anger i just wanna punch everybody in the face, but i don't have enough will, so actually i never pick a fight with everyone else

 

yep sounds like me

 

Ugh I completely understand.
People just aren't interesting, unless you find those rare ones who are like... THE SHIT.
I don't know. I'd recommend looking until you find someone cool?
But I know how hard that is ha. :|

 

Did saying that make you feel cool?

 

make me feel cool? no, sorry
but it's good ta know that are some people that understand what i'm feeling, thanks

 

Nah, I meant that Gumby dude, like, did aimlessly critisizing people make him feel cooler? Lol.
But yeah I totally understand you.

I think I just hate everyone, save 4 people. Just 4.

 

ahh ok sorry, i didn't understood you're talking to gumby, my fault

 

Yeah haha. No problem. But either way, I hope you get everything figured out dude, good luck with life and blah blah.

 

Haha i had a feeling about this. Glad im not the only one catching on =) .

But fuck man, i know exactly what you mean, i do talk to my really close friends, but it seems every one else is just so typical and boring. Maybe im being arrogant, but sometimes i think i am THE SHIIIIIIIT and uber awesome 1 in a million type of crazy but cool person, along with my friend who so far is one of 3 like minded people ive met in my life, who i consider maybe even more the shiiiiiit than me. All drastically different age... 14, 24 and 38...

Im not that good with making friends too, i guess i have trust issues, i dont spill the beans to strangers etc... especially considering the high chance they just a stupid asshole. Why would i want a stupid asshole knowing shit about me??

That kinda stops me from seeking out friends... i know alot of people, but i kinda just keep them at a distance. I had a GF too... hahaha... once... i kinda didnt even dump her, i just stopped calling and seeing her, i didnt like the person she was (well i liked that she partied, smoked pot, played guitar when was younger etc but also she was really hot, but then again, she played me for a fool on a few ocasions, i asumed these as some sort of relation ship tests and games, i hate TRICKSY FUCKING MIND GAMES.) so basicaly i just went out with her to actually score afew times since i was freaking out i may end up being a virgin forever at that rate. LOL i ended up becoming her 'friend'.

There are 2 girls i know that dig me for sure, one of them is hot, but shes like 15 and reminds me too much of what i hated about the other chick, and the other one is the one i met that chick through... i know she likes me alot, and its really awkward since i like almost nothing about her...

its really fucked, how most women are just so plain typical and boring and worst of all, almost ALL are fucking stupid, playing gay mind games which leave you confused and regretting you told what was on your mind or the truth all the time.
For example the chick on the first page, i mean wtf, enjoy your life you pathetic tool.

But whats worse is, i dont take into consideration the guys. Fuck, almost all guys are so fucked up. Its like these stupid, typical and boring women belong with these asshole gym monkey insecure sick fucks...

Man, i feel doomed sometimes. It would be so easier to just be stupid, boring and an asshole...

 

You only get one chance at college.

MAX THAT SHIT OUT.

 

Fuck college. We're going in a recession. All the "good" jobs you need college for are gonna be frozen or hard as shit and competitive and near impossible to get in. GET A RECESSION PROOF JOB. Know what those are? Like fucking garbage men and teachers and stuff. Will higher society look down on you? Maybe. But fuck that, you got a paying job which may be more than most will have WHEN we go into our depression, and who cares what anyone thinks?

 

Are you on any amphetamines?

 

No, it didn't make me cool. I was hoping he would take the criticism with an open mind and think about what he says. Life is suppose to be good and he should get the full potential it has to offer.

Now for a simpleton like you trying to defend the "underdog", I see you are not to analytical and trying to give the impression of some kind of hero by asking me a dumb question...