Ok, so i bought like 3 grams of salvia last week and recieved it a couple days later. Fuck I had some weird experiences. The first time, i took 2 hits, and picked up the bong to go put it away. As i set it down and turned back to my bed. I was GONE. I think i was spinning in circles for about a minute because i mean. I was GONEE. everything was so weird. It was extremely unpleasent The second time, I was in my bed, took two hits, and layed down. It felt like there was cement on me. But i tripped really hard, and saw a few cool things. But there is something kind of disturbing that happened. It felt like me and my desire were two completely different beings. Where would this being desire take me. I let my ipod decide. I wouldnt think about it but I knew what songs i needed to pick, and when i didnt like something, it was DESIRE that didnt like something. Songs would just kinda end up under my finger. Amazing songs out of like 2000.. I even saw a third hand coming down to grab it, but by the time i noticed it it was gone :/. I was looking for meaning the entire time during my trip because i was doing it for spiritual reasons. I didn't get much other than that. There was a train of teeth tho. Like a million mouths that were seamlessly assembled into a train that moved around on my ceiling. The third trip i did out side. This is my most hated experience. I think i was first introduced to "lady salvia". Anyways. After i took 3 hits. I just sat there and stared at a tree. Suddenly my hands were holding a shirt. not just any shirt. But a shirt that was designed exactly the way reality was. When i tried to "throw that shirt", there was another one underneath that, and another one. And this annoying voice kept saying put away the shirt. There were some other nags, but this was the most prominent one. It was rather frightening because i could not for the life of me let it go during the trip. This went on for a couple minutes. I don't know, I still have a lot of salvia left, but Im curious as too whether or not any of you can analyze any of my report or compare it to yours. It feels like I am stuck, like Im stalling waiting for the car to move, but the accelerator isnt working. Is this what is happening? I've probly used about .2 g's everytime of 10x extract Is more salvia the solution? I've never been this baffled with a drug. What the fuck salvia! I havn't been able to figure you out yet. What is it you're telling me
That 10x is no fucking joke. I've had full blown salvia dreams with just one big hit held in. That took me awhile to graduate too. I know what you mean about dissapearing. I do that too. Try listneing to goa psy on di.fm.com while tripping. The music actually comes to life and you will see another dimension that parrels the normal everyday reality. Your desire body you spoke of is your other. It is your double the underlying you that makes you feel purpose. Without it you would have no desire to move your body about the world. It is kinda of the inner artist or angel/demon/soul part. Getting stuck like that happens with external stimuli and nagging repeating voices happen when you cant let go of em. Try smoking just before bed without any chance of disturbance. Make it as dark as you can. The darker the more vivid the visions. Music can actually hinder you. You need to go for letting go of yourself completely.
that seems like a pretty viable reason. It felt like i was holding on way too tight to order. I was trying to make sense of what was going on so i could describe it later. Let go i guess is what it was telling me.
That iss funny cause the very first time I tried salvia, I had no clue what was to happen. I just held the hit in, let it go and after all the turmoil of being twisted and spun and stabbed by the experience I came back and had completely forgotten what I had been doing for however long I was gone. I would suggest just doing 1 hit at a time, cash that shit in the pipe and hold that 1 hit in. count as u hold it in and then let it out and think cookies or something, and I bet you get lost in it, but I doubt the experience will feel any better.
