Learning myself

Discussion in 'Cannabis and Marijuana' started by acalisi, Jan 29, 2009.

  1. acalisi

    acalisi Member

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    I've finally found happiness. Marijuana has been in my life for nearly 4 to 5 years now. Off and on I have tried to cope with and without it. I never have known where to stand with it - against, or for.

    Today, I had no idea the plant would be within grasp. I have been trying to wean down on it ever since I have started it. I have always thought that it causes me more problems than its worth and it makes me someone I am not.

    I had a spiritual breakdown today. I have learned that the marijuana only brings out my true self. I am and have always been afraid of my self. I have hid it behind hours of computer games, marijuana, and my room. Not today folks. I went to pick up a microphone from my buddy and he had a joint. Deep down I instantly got in a better mood and wanted to smoke it. He offered to smoke me out and it had been several days since I last lit up.

    I must say, it was one of the best experiences ever. I have learned that I AM different, and there are others who are different. Why do I always compare myself to their achievements or faults? I shouldn't. I need to live up to what I natural feel deep inside is best and not worry about the other "best, or natural feelings".

    I hope to carry this experience through life with me. The next time that I am feeling down because I did something someone said was wrong or not what they would do, I need to say, I'm sorry, I though to my knowledge it was best for me".

    Thank you marijuana. You really are a medicine.

    (Do it in moderation, you will gain experiences like this if you do.)
     
  2. Mr.Writer

    Mr.Writer Senior Member

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    Good for you! You are 100% right in what you say. Love yourself deeply :)
     
  3. Startreken

    Startreken Marijuana Chef!

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    Congratulations on your self revelation!
     
  4. Jennifer19

    Jennifer19 Senior Member

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    good for you :)
     
  5. RandomOne

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    And that is how marijuana should be done.

    Always write down everything you learned, and save the healing herb for when your mind needs healing!
     
  6. DroneLore

    DroneLore h8rs gon h8, I stay based

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    doctor doctor, i got the life sick blues
    i said i got dem ol life sick blues
    he said son, the best we can do is offer some booze
    well i told that man there was no need
    im just gonna go home and smoke some weed
     
  7. paul21

    paul21 Member

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    Trust in mari shell never let u down.:sifone
     
  8. Chunky Charcoal

    Chunky Charcoal Member

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    Wonderful story! :)


    Congratulations :cheers2:
     

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