...pathetic, confused, stupid, cheap. I had sex with someone I only just met today. I don't even know his last name. ...wasn't that good anyway Somebody shoot me.
haha... I've done that lots of times. Don't sweat it. Just be more careful from now on. It's adventurous! haha
Ah, but I still can't help feeling trashy. I used to do things like this a lot, too. A *long* time ago. And... it's really a long story... it's a mess. I shouldn't have done it.
hehe Been there, also didn't know his last name, feels cheep, it sucks. But hey, at least he was cheep too. But then again nobody wants a crappy product, even if it's cheep. You'll forget about it. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you that next time it'll be better, and don't forget to ask his name
So how come never with ME?! I'll suck your toes, lick your clit and your ass, and fuck ya silly all night long and into the morning. Then we can sleep late, I'll get up and cook for you, even wash you in the shower. How'd ya like to be my queen? -Jeffrey
Nope. I don't want to give guns a worse name. They already are under enough negative attention. Don't wish for death. You'll have forever to be dead. But DO start to TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS. And if that means saying, "What the fuck have I been doing, as far as my decisions?!" then so be it. Why look to us for sympathy, when you obviously know what it is about your life that's bothering you, and the answer (umm, "Stop doing it.") is so obvious?! If you think you're stupid, chances are you're not. I don't think it's common for stupid people to be aware of it. I think it's more likely you're smart, and beating up on yourself for choosing stupid things. But what bugs me is that there are these girls out there having sex with all these loser jerks who are no good in bed (I am); no good to the girls (I am); uncaring assholes (I'm not); and here's me, not getting any. I'm smart, employed, I have cool hobbies that I share, I'm good looking, I'm healthy, I'm clean and drug/alcohol free (tiny bit of alcohol now and then, and no drugs whatsoever) and I'm fun to be with, but I can't meet anyone worth being with (in a romantic sense) and when I do spot someone I would like, I end up idea-less about how to approach it, and confidence-less when I consider it... Maybe we should hook up! -Jeffrey
OMFG -- how bad could you BE?! You quote "The Final Cut"!! I just may be in luuuuurve! "Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings!; thought I oughta tear the curtain down! I held the blade in trembling hands prepared to make it, but -- just then the phone rang -- I never had the nerve to make the final cut..." -Jeffrey
Learn from your mistake and go forward. I'm sure that you don't want to go through these negative feelings and doubts again, so the next time, you'll think better of getting yourself involved in another situation like this. "peacefuljeffery" had a lot of good advice, so I can't add anything more to top that one. Much peace, love, and happiness...
hey girl.... I know exactly how you feel. I used to get caught up in that too. All you need now is some self reinvention and don't get it in your head that "I've done it once.. why not twice?" I used to get in that horrible circle and you end up feeling twice as cheap. I know you are hurting now but that will pass with time and a new outlook on yourself and life. everyone makes mistakes and a LOT of people make this one. I love you for being honest and true. Love yourself for that and all your other good qualities. I'm sure you have TONS!!! You gotta be a cool chick to be here!! Take care. Go into the world with a peaceful heart.
im sure with all the stuff u experience makes u feel like that ull bounce back and have 2x as much self love than the last time, remember its the experiences' that ppl go thru that make em strong
what is done is done, u cant change it, what u CAN do is move on, forget about it, and learn from ur mistakes so u can make better choices for the furture.
wow...it is such a shame that ur so old...u sound perfect , id do u if u were younger or if i was older lol
First, I want to say... I hope you used protection... Next, you can look at it two ways: 1. Bad bad bad! Don't do that again! I hope you learned your lesson! or 2. We all do things we question, from time to time. The important thing is: did you have fun? Don't be too hard on yourself. If it is really affecting your self esteem, then learn the lesson and don't do it again...
I hope he wore protection. (That is the first thing that came in my mind, sorry.) I can understand how you are feeling. I have been in that situation only once, and haven't repeated it yet. Just learn from your mistakes and move on. There is no use dwelling in the past.
