would you become celibate? Would you be able to have sex with somebody you loved, or would you be too afraid?
i honest to god dont know what i would do. but i know i would never have sex and not tell my partner.
for about a year I was convinced that I'd probably caught it and was terrified. I slept with several girls anyway, including one I was in a serious relationship with. I still feel bad about that. if I knew for sure that I had it I'd probably just kill myself. the thought of having the virus would bother me and I doubt I'd be able to live with that kind of knowledge.
I am not certain HIV causes AIDS, and neither are several doctors and nobel prize winning scientists. However, I think the drugs they give to people diagnosed with "HIV" can cause what appears to be AIDS based on the symptoms and ultimately kill people.
I'd only have sex with someone else if they were fully aware of the possible consequences and consented. Ultimately it's their lives and their decision. Or if they already had it (which would likely be the case in my situation, since I'm in a monogamous relationship), then there's no worries.
Tell that to these guys, not me. "If there is evidence that HIV causes AIDS, there should be scientific documents which either singly or collectively demonstrate that fact, at least with a high probability. There is no such document." -Dr. Kary Mullis, Biochemist, 1993 Nobel Prize for Chemistry. "Up to today there is actually no single scientifically really convincing evidence for the existence of HIV. Not even once such a retrovirus has been isolated and purified by the methods of classical virology." -Dr. Heinz Ludwig Sanger, Emeritus Professor of Molecular Biology and Virology, Max-Planck-Institutes for Biochemy, Munchen.
my former gay boy is knowingly spreading HIV. I know I should report him, but I dont know where he is.