because its just crazy for me, and i know that its what you make it but what if you cant make it right?
I had to make alot right over the years... I made LOTS of fucked up choices,I still do at times... And whats realy right to some may not be for all,we are ALL only human...
I remember sitting on the bus on the way home from school in my final year. We were sitting in a seat parallel to this enormous window. You could look out of this window and watch life out in the street go by as if you were watching a movie, the effect was very relaxing. My friends all agreed that it would be nice to just sit like that and "watch the world go by forever" and I interjected and said "but that would suck all the fun out of it" and they agreed. I was feeling particularly strong at the time and many times since then I have wanted to die, but I think it is a good sentiment nonetheless.
dude, i know. i love sleeping. it's my favorite activity anymore. i should probably get that checked out.