so i'm a little paranoid

I have had the agaraphobia problem in the past boog.

I don't know, maybe its ok to just sit around the house and be a hermit. The fear seems to go away when you're obliged to go anywhere, for me anyway.

 

no.. my dumbass was taking 4 different psych meds that made me "retarded" for lack of a better word.. and i took her to school..

it comes and goes.. but i'm tired of it. it's childish and it sucks and it's holding me back and it's making me crazier than i already am.

 

I think you're cool!

 

thanks.. you're pretty snazzy yourself.

but i need friends that aren't e-friends too..

 

Shall I move to California?

 

everyone is moving out of california.. colorado is the new cool place to live.

i need to move out of this county...

 

I lived in Colorado Springs for 16 months back in the 70's. Beautiful, but cold ass winters!

 

we should get together a nor cal hip gathering.

 

nevada, lots of BLM land, low taxes, and a fucked economy.

 

this was tried once before.. it ended badly..

screw nevada.. theres no trees there!

 

toiyobe national forest

we have pines, lots of them, joshua trees, and some deciduous trees.

 

oh... i don't wanna leave California... maybe just move closer to the bay area... i miss santa cruz at times. but maybe i should try the north bay next.

 

My oldest brother lives in San Francisco and is moving out soon. He may let you live under his bed...

 

i love dust bunnies!

 

There's plenty of room here.

 

you know... i have never been there.. or to the winchester mystery house.. i so wanna go to both!

 

the red bleeds through because it's red

they need more fucking primer.

 

you should come to sonoma county, boogs. you'd fit right in here. everyone's a hippie around here, and it's not uncommon to see people barefoot. just don't go in whole foods.

 

we were talking about sonoma county.. plus there is a big mental hospital there if i need it!