loneliness surrounded alone suffocating screaming reaching out, with no answer. crying please, only silence. let me out, choke and die. lock me in, breathe free and live for a night. laugh, love, hate, and loath. my one and only my last hope. lock me out, hide away behind deep blue green eyes, cold and grey. pills and knives, seal these wounds. only let down and toxic fumes. breaking free fallng down begging why, i love this guy. bittersweet served agony, angst and self loath, shadows of a past i wish not provoke. tie me up chain me down do anything, just notice my frown. hear my call, if even only acknoweledge and spray away my hearts decay its only you who flaunts it.
