oh man! what a wierd 2 hours sleep that was

Hi Guys,
I've had the most horrible dreams! You need some background first before you read the dream. I'm going through a divorce at the moment and I love her today as much as I did on our wedding day.She has a new boyfriend now.
Right, to the dream.

I was in a resturant with Liz (my ex) and we were eating prawns, which in itself is unusual as Liz dosent really like prawns, and a dog kept trying eat our meal, which I shouted at and eventually it went away, but we had a row with the dogs owner about it being loose in a resturant.
Then we switched locations and we were in a hotel room, just watching tv. Liz started shouting at a member of staff that "the paper hasnt been taken off the lights", when they did it , I shouted at them "about f*cking time" and the staff got really angry and we had a argument and stormed out.
Then the dream shifts, and I'm standing out side a booth with a sign saying "all your dreams come true". The girl behind the counter says "just need a debit card" but she wont tell me how much it will cost. My debit card is shoots out of my wallet and into the booth. the girl hands me a plastic card with writing on it (which I cant read), saying all the instructions are on the card, but she wont answer any questions.
I'm now standing in corridor and there's an attractive lady standing opposite me. a man says to me "so, what do you want?" and I say "to be married" and the girl opposite me says "me too" and all of a sudden we're engaged. We embrace and all of a sudden Liz appears, and I say to her "I'm getting married! do you want to come to the wedding?". She looks crestfallen and runs away. A realisation comes over me, I dont want to marry the girl, I want to be with Liz. I take of my engagement ring (wierd for a bloke right?) and throw it away, and start running after Liz. I can never catch her, and even though I'm calling out her name at the top of voice, screaming it, she doesnt turn around. I dont catch her, she disapears, and I wake up crying in a cold sweat.

So, thats the dream/nightmare, and its fairly obvious on the surface, i mean you dont have to be freud to work it out but.....
Is the dream symbolising that I want her back, but shes lost to me?
Does the part about me marrying the gir mean I'm not ready for a new relationship?
Does it mean I'm frightened to move on?

Thanks for sticking by this post and reading all of it.

 

Hi,
The dog could mean a dependency on Liz or a lifestyle you shared and is now not present but you want it all back, it could also mean you are not sharing your intimate feelings and are attacking an intimate relationship and blaming it on someone else. The prawns if not liked by Liz in real life suggests you might think or know she wasn't happy or felt obligated in the relationship.

The hotel is a home from home and is both intimate but alien and the light is a way of seeing the truth. The paper on the light may mean the truth is being covered up and may indicate that you expected something from Liz but she couldn't reveal something you both knew was a lie. It also suggest you may have expected someone outside of the relationship to help you.

The booth, girl and debit card are your private expectations, vanity or fear of worthlessness. The booth is private and the card is your bargaining power to acquire selfworth or realize a dream and flying out of your wallet suggests its an easy way out. The plastic card is a warning to understand the real cost "read the fineprint".

A corridor is you narrow view of your options and choices(type of building has importance) The girl opposite you is a reflection of your feminine side or of your indirect love of Liz, also jealousy may have been a test of the relationship at some point.

Thats the best I can do