my recent disappearance and return

Do you think it may have been the result of a cerebral hemorrhage


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that's something that has crossed my mind. but I'm no expert, so I just don't know yet.

idk. it had to be something weird.

19 year olds just .. don't fall asleep and die. idk. it's fucked up.

 

I did wonder about your disappearance. I am sorry sweetie. I wish I could add more but I feel it is not enough.

 

I think your tattoo will bring you much strength.

 

I hope so.

 

Wow, I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope that your alright and if you ever need to talk or to rant please feel free to send me a message.

 

life is so weird sometimes.

 

I know how you feel, I guess. my brother died in the states while I was in Afghanistan. I didnt find out for a while.. Its sureal, cause you dont expect stuff like that to happen..

 

my heart goes out to you kacie, I can't imagine what you must be going through ...stay strong, we're all here for you*hugs*

 

im so sorry to hear that kacie. my brother died two years ago around christmas and its so painful. i cant imagine what it must be like to lose your love. all the best to you.

 

opel, orison -- I'm so sorry to hear those things.
sometimes I think about what I'm feeling, then realize that everywhere, at every moment, there is somebody feeling the same way. it makes the world seem really ugly sometimes.

 

*hugs*

 

thanks.

today at work I got lots of hugs from the kids in my childwatch program. their parents told them before they came in why I'd been gone a week, and a couple of them even made cards for me.

idk. it just doesn't even seem real a lot of the time.

 

it wont for a quiet a while i doubt. the first month after my brother died i was just in a daze really. whatever u do, dont try and blot it out though, grieving is a natural process, dont try and fight that. hope u have people to help you through it as best as they can.

 

not what i was expecting from hip forums...

that is horrible. i'm sorry for the pain you must be in. i send my thoughts/prayers. (if i prayed)

 

thanks everyone.

I don't know. everything makes me think of him, and even though I know he'd want me to smile about the good times, it's hard.

I don't feel like a person anymore.

the only emotion I experience is sadness. I feel nothing else. I don't even eat unless somebody reminds me that I need to, because I don't get hungry.

 

kacie, i'm so so sorry. i sent you a pm, cause it's a little more personal, but i wanted to say i'm thinking of you and sending you a lot of loving, healing energy.

 

Sorry to hear about such a terrible thing like that happening...

I don't think I could really say anything.
Only that maybe in time , you can just look back at the happy times, until the time you speak again.

Best thoughts to you at such a difficult time.

 

I am incredibly sorry to hear that you lost your fiancee. I know that right now you must sense that the world is silent and empty. One of the most difficult aspects of losing someone that you love is that there is a tremendous initial outpouring of support, but that over time, no one knows what to say to you, so they often stop asking you about your grieving. My advice, for what it's worth, is to tell everyone who is close to you to ask you how you are doing over the coming weeks, months, and years. Insist on it. They will respond and support you.

 

I am so sorry that something so terrible has happened to you at such a young age. I will keep you in my prayers.