I want to tell you that...

I don't give a damn if it's sore ..... get back out on your corner ..... I want more toys!

 

i wish i could ask for your help on this one

 

You need to put the vodka bottle down,take your Prozac and lithium and get back into your straight jacket.

 

I hope that someday she'll realize how absolutely amazing you are.
I hope that someday she'll give you a chance.
I really do.
I love you.

 

you're cramping up and getting all chapped and could really use some vasoline. damn do i wish you were coated with lube or something or another so i wouldn't chafe. and please...wash after you wipe. i really don't feel like eating shit. (said to my right hand)

 

You are my world
I love you
I am sorry for what I have caused for you
I am sorry that I am a retard
I need your help though
Now more than ever

 

I want to tell you I'm still in love with you. I try to get over you, I try to find someone new, but every time I'm pulled back to you eventually. I love you.

 

i want to tell you that you make me so happy. with everything horrible that has gone on in the last few months, you've been the one to pick me up and tell me that it could be worse, that it will get better.
sharing our first time together was so beautiful and i'll never forget it
i love you, i will tell you in time, but i know you can feel it. i love you.

 

Of all the stars in my sky, you shine brightest.
I love you.

 

I want to tell you that I genuinely love you, and if that means nothing then I genuinely care about you, whether you choose to ignore me or not. You let me see colors brighter than they have ever been, and breathing the air outside was good and clean, I had a smile that made you smile, but most of all you taught me what it feels like to be in love and to care about someone more than anything else. Maybe these sayings are cliché for a reason.

I'm sorry that you have to lie to people, and I wish that you would apologize for the things you've said to me. I feel bad for my friends who have to sit up with me for hours just so I can go to sleep. But then again, I still haven't found another friend like you. No one has cared or devoted that much time to me, and no one has talked to me just because they enjoy it. And don't think I haven't tried to stop my "obsession" with you; I have, but I now realize that there is something that needs to happen before I can move on.

You're home right now, only a few miles away from me, and I want to see you so badly before you leave for college again. I want to give you a hug and tell you everything I have held back for almost a year now. I've called you so many times to tell you, but your voice melts it all away and there's nothing I can do anymore. I miss you more every day, and I'm caught in a tough situation. If I tell you all I want to say, you will probably laugh or never talk to me again, but if I don't tell you then the friendship I want to have with you will never happen. I want you to talk to me. Pick up the phone when I call you and give me the courage to say what I need to say.

I wish you could tell me the truth, but mostly I wish you could tell everyone the truth. I don't know whether you really are gay or not, but I have a feeling that you are. Please don't hurt another girl. It broke my heart when I heard about your girlfriend. It still breaks my heart, because I was under the impression that you cared about me and only didn't date me because you were a senior and then I thought it was because you were gay, but it mostly breaks my heart because I don't want you to do this to yourself. You now live in the most accepting city in the world for people like you, and you won't take advantage of it.

Maybe you're just confused. That's probably your problem. But I just wanted to say that I am here when you need me, I still sleep by my phone, and I love you.


[..I feel a little better now, haha. :] I bet that sounds really whiny though.]

 

i miss you

i cant help but hope that our paths split for a reason, and that one day we will be reunited. i guess that i need to remember what i told you, hah! there is always hope.

i hope you still think about me like i think about you. the holiday season has made me think about you again, with all the crap that is going on in both of our families.

you will always have a special place in my heart. hopefully we will cross eachother again one day, and when we do i hope we can be there for eachother.

see you in the next life!

 

that I'm ready for our first time. I'm finally feeling it. I'm not scared anymore because I love you and trust you and even if it hurts me I know you aren't hurting me on purpose.

But dammit, I just can't bring myself to say it out loud.

 

well here goes...
I know you will never ever read this so I know i can throw it out there.
I still miss you! I still think about you all the time.... this week in particular had me thinking about you for reasons you may not even remember anymore... I know our paths are very different now and we will probably never cross again but ... I hope with all my heart that you are happy and know that wherever you go in life you will be sucessful... I know there will always be a little piece of me thats in love with you...
- A