And, no, that's not just a jim morrison reference. Here's the problem: during periods of time I get so twitchy, majorly, and I have the weirdest (supposing it's weird to most?) thoughts that go from one topic to the next and it carries out through my talking it's annoying and people look at me all like wtf. During these times (now, sadly) I get extremely irritable and itchy. It feels like bugs are crawling on my leg, arm, etc. Sometimes I cry too easily but mostly I can't cry cause most things don't get me down. I just get down on my own, randomly. I have short but huge headaches. It feels like my brain is alive, not me, I don't feel human anymore. Wtf is wrong(?) with me?
have you ever felt like all your meaning and purpose was a jelly inside you tied to a rope tied to the earth and the earth pulled it out your asshole and now you're an empty balloon. possibly full of only complete bullshit.
You smoke weed. Right? There's nothing necessarily wrong with that, but this is what happens when you change your brain chemistry.