about relationships. and meeting people. I think i have a problem with commitment. I get excited meeting someone i really like and thats RARE for me because most people annoy me but when it comes down to it and the seriousness steps in, I lose interests and walk away. Now Im not saying, go cheat on me or im cheating on him, when it comes to hmm getting close? maybe too close? like to the point where the person wants to see me every other day, I get bored and walk. I have a hard time saying I love you, and showing affection to the person, even if we have been together for awhile. I dont really communicate in relationships, I like a lot of time alone and I dont like when the guy calls to talk. I know it sounds mean but its just the way i am. Im a very independent person so I dont like the "let me handle things and do stuff for you" guys- I can take care of myself and thats when I get tired of them doing that and I lose interests.. Im sorry if i confused you, Im a very hard person to figure out..I just dont want to continue being this way because I might be single for the most of my life because I seriously have no interests in dating because I get bored and annoyed with people.
It seems like you enjoy your freedom and self dependance. Nothing wrong with that. That's why you consider most guys too clingy. There's plenty of guys out there who treasure the same values as yourself. You just have to find yourself one, then you'll have exactly what your looking for.
