ive had is running through my head and im trying to figure out what i did wrong and i think it was always my fault why no love has lasted long. im 19 but i feel like i could be in a long relationship which could turn into a long life of loving someone. Im so obbessed with wanting someone to love me and be so good to me. I feel like its always going to be fault. I wanted this relationship to work so bad...I loved him with every ounce of love. It was a lot. He was a big part of my life. and now, here comes the distancing, the fading, the ending. I wish I could close my eyes and lay with him
i think you're putting way too much thought into it. love shouldn't be thought about, it should be natural.
Aww, dude, you're 19, you're pretty enough, you can string a sentence together. You'll meet others. Some will work out, some won't, and believe it or not, you'll start to discover that love has even more to offer than even what you've found so far. These things require patience. Hope you start feeling better soon
I used to be like you.OBSESSED with love.Always thinking I'd end up alone...thinking I'd never find it.That everyone was slipping away.Now I'm married and sosoSO in love.you will find it,you have passion <3 it will come