I have decided.

Well, my heart will bounce with joy if you suddenly stop posting here for no reason.

 

You ever consider changing as opposed to drowning thyself?

Not that I believe you.

It's not. Sadism originally refereed to the French word sadisme... from De Sade.

 

Lol, You'sa dick.

 

Well, I guess that I didn't think it over enough.

You could simply become a vegetable if you fail, and that would drain from society even more.

God bless you, Dr. Kevorkian!

 

lol, if i fail either way id die. im in the middle of the woods, people wouldnt even come looking for me for days. it would just be a shittier slower way to die.

 

...a more manly way to die.

 

You may well be advised to take some sort of pain medication with you to then!

 

lol, im cool with dying in the prissiest way possible. its my death, and whatver people say about how i die wouldnt affect me. im dead. so id probably end up overdosing on some rediculously overused drug like hydrocodone or oxycontin.

 

skip the acid, you might change your mind
and we don't want that happening

 

The post does seem very trollish, i do admit. However for a troll he doesnt seem very hungry.

 

Drop the pebble, sit back, just watch the ripples.

Or maybe he's taking this seriously. It happens.

 

Well i do hope it is the former and not the latter.

 

He doesn't need to be, this thread is doing nicely on it's own.

 

Nowhere near as good as most of the other troll threads.

 

oh, stop. at least he's kinda chipper. i'd be all bummed if i was gonna kill myself. breasts like these do not deserve self-murder.

 

conceited much? I mean, I bet your breasts aren't that special. Breasts are all the same really...I mean besides color, size, lift, and nipple length, areola circumference. I bet there are many women with breasts that aren't so indistinguishable from yours. So, don't feel special or unique about that. Just felt like addressing that.

now to what i originally meant to post:
I've fucking violated life.
I've got nothing to live for. I'm not graduating. Why am I not graduatinng? Because of the days I've missed from school. And I have no excuses for missing those days except for slothfulness. Slothfulness-the greatest sin.

I don't feel like doing anything except playing video games.
People keep giving and giving to me. They give me money, they give me video games, they give me more chances. And all I do is take and take. I give nothing back. People would kill for the opportunities I have, but I do nothing with them. Like hippiehillbilly implied, I'm a leech to this world. And I just have no motivation to change. Because when it comes to it...when I'm given the choice, I choose picking up that video game controller instead of that number 2 pencil to get to work. I contribute nothing positive to this world. Hell, I'm so socially awkward that I can't even give "love" or friendship.

But golly did You guys make me laugh. Sorry for the conflict that occurred between certain members. I'm no troll. Emotionally I am happy right now. But there's this deep seated self-hate and shame festering beneath. And its this emotion that I will utilize when I must psyche myself into killing myself.

P.S. My mom just said that she decided that she will go to a family gathering she was invited to (That means I have to go too). So, being with family is going to make kill myself the harder.

 

So basically, you are going to kill yourself because you are spoiled?

 

Indeed. Except, unlike those princes and princesses who are woefully ignorant of the shameful lives they live, I am aware of my spoiledness. And I'm not going to become King or Queen...And I'm not that rich.

 

Well actually, killing yourself because you are spoiled is actually one of the brattiest things you could ever do.

So I guess you are woefull ignorant also.