So remember how I was ranting about that crush?

something finally happened!

ive had this crazy crush on this dude since september and i felt i had tried initiating things but nothings happend at all. til today! we saw eachother at the art studio at school and we did artwork and then we went back to my dorm and smoked and listened to music and i played the piano for him before we were suddenly kissing- which led to giving head- before i knew it, it was 4 in the morning. we hung out again today (two days after the first day) and we smoked again and tlaked for a bit, then kissed and so forth. we talked about coming out and all that. he's bisexual, and he tlaked about having gotten with guys and hadnt mentioned dating any, so i asked if he was into dating guys or not, not meaning to sound like I was expressing my interest in him. he said that he IS into dating guys, and then went on to say that he however wasn't looking to "settle down" at the moment. which makes sense, seeing that the end of the semester is in two days and we wont see eachother for 7 weeks.
i just hope i didnt say anything too soon. like I dont want to seem clingy and all that, and i kinda wonder if i made a mistake bringing that question up so soon ya kno? at the same time, im wondering if this whole thing is just going to be a fuckbuddy thing- we've already given eachother head twice, both times we've hung out- and i cant have it be just that at all. to me it sounds like hes just seeing how things go. i guess i should just keep on hanging out with him and get to know him more before worrying about that too much, because that question doesnt matter really anyway at this point, we've only hung out twice- what matters is whether something develops.

but it defintely does stink that we finally started getting the ball rolling only a couple days before the end of the semester. we wont see eachother for seven weeks, so who knows what will happen at the beginning of spring term. we saw eachother for the last time today and we left it at a good place i think, things have only just started and i wasnt expecting to have defined anything between us beofre break, im just thankful that i'll have something to look forward to, ya know?

 

thats cool man, glad things are starting to work out for you. from what you wrote, to me, it doesn't sound like you're being clingy. I think you broached it perfectly to test the waters to see if he is interested.

I wish you the best of luck.

 

thanks man, im obviously curious to see what happens next semester...

 

ohh so I see u were kinds in the same boat as me lol, but omg u so lucky ur crush turned out to be bi .. I hope the same thing happens with my crush =) .. anyways hope u 2 have a good relationship ahead of u x

 

well, I knew he was bi before having a crush on him.....I used to get intense crushes on dudes who were said to be straight but it just got too emotionally tiring to get all worked up over things....I dont know, for me I'd rather know the person is bi or gay before "investing" my feelings in them (in the romantic/boyfriend sense), if that makes sense. But good luck on finding things out with your crush!

 

Awesome!! I'm honestly SO glad for you! It's really great when things like this happen - they just work out instead of ending badly Pity that you're leaving each other for a while but hopefully it works out when you get back Good luck!