I am 15 but up until last year I was straight. I always told myself not to like guys so i just never looked when a guy was half naked or anything. I have never kissed anyone before or even been out with someone. One day I just could not keep it away anymore and I went to google and put in "hot guys". I got hard and ughgh I loved looking at the stuff. Anyway... I never told anyone that I like guys but I like a lot of guys in my school lol... But my parents saw my history on the computer and saw that I looked at guys on the internet and yea... I just said it was a phase and that it was over since i could not bare to admit it to them. I always dream about some of my friends and some other guys at school that are hot and I masurbate every few days. I recently started to finger myself and I LOVED it. I use a drumstick now from time to time... I just want some cock up my ass (lol writing this makes me so horny... ) One of my friends at school (who is fucking hot) always talks about his dick and jackin off... he even said he has a picture of it on his phone... I wish i said "yea right" so he might have shown me it... ;P I dont know what to do... I dont tell anyone my feelings exept this place here... I just dont know what i should do about me being gay!
First experment with guys see what you thinck and how it goes - at you age dont make any dishions yet i mean it can often be a phaze or you may be gay just see how it goes for now and take it from there.
It sounds like your at least bi, but these things can take a long time to explore and understand. How do you feel about girls? Do they get you hard? Just something to think about....
I am like that. I am bi, but seriously your first post sounds like exactly what I was like last year. Discovering myself, and other guys, really let me know who I really was. I haven't come out to anyone except my close friends, but usually dude people are pretty accepting. More so than you would think.
I'm sorry, but it sounds like you're a complete and total flaming homosexual queer of a gay boy. You need to shave all the hair off of your body, go to a tanning salon, bleach your hair bright blond, get your right ear pierced, wear eyeliner, and make wild gestures with your arms whenever you talk. I know you might not want to do this, but as a gay person, you have to. Also... I'm sorry.
"If it feels good... Do it." You don't have to put a label on yourself! Just go with the flow I think... Maybe... That's what haywood floyd was trying to get at... In a very strange way.
#1-Haywood don't be a jerk #2-You should experiment Gunnar.Figure out what you like and go with it.Also,Don't be afraid to change your mind,should you find you want to.
