Can someone make a suggestion for me?

See, here's the thing.

I really like the idea of erotica, but i have a really hard time finding erotic books that i like. It might start off good, and then be horrible and rediculous.

Here is what I want:

- heterosexual
- the characters are either married or in an exclusive relationship (ideally, she is married to him but only because of some fucked up circumstance)
- he's older than she is
- he love love loves her, and is constantly trying to win her over, and is very very sweet. (Like in Lolita) (Like Edgar Allan Poe to Virginia Clemm)
- she is kind of defiant to him.
- he is persuasive, and makes the first moves.

I would love some suggestions that you guys might have

Mostly, i'm thinking i just have to write it myself.

 

I run a BDSM Book of the Month Club and these books are from things we have read. The principals are not always 100% faithful at first but there is a strong love that leads them back to each other whether they thing they want it or not.

Kushiel's Dart by Jacqueline Carey.

The Companion (Regency Vampire Novels) (Mass Market Paperback) by Susan Squires.

Kushiel's Chosen by Jacqueline Carey.

Kushiels Avatar by Jaqueline Carey


The Challenge by Susan Kearney

Mona Lisa Awakening (Monere: Children of the Moon, Book 1) by Sunny

Two Moons: Worthy of a Master Book One (Paperback) by Chelsea Shepard.

Top of Her Game by Emma Holly.