Well I would visit her at work, we'd talk, and she would say things that I was looking for. Like this for example. I would use a line from one of my favorite movies "Life is Beautiful", and I told her that "Life is Beautiful". She told me that if I had ever seen that movie, because it also was one of her favorites. She told me that she saw it while she was sick on TV sometime when she was in high or middle school. It kind of got to me becuase that's how I saw it during the same time. Their was this line that the main caharacter used on the girl that she liked and I've memerized in Itailian. Just these little things...
Well I think we where talking about this a while ago ( http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=301554&f=49 ) But no we haven't seen each other for about 5 months now.
Ah, so...sorry anime, I had forgotten about this conversation. So. It's time for regrouping, then. Time for the play-by-play analysis. Something inside you wanted this experience. Why? Your previous girl - you said you devised that relationship to help you focus more on your career. But this more recent encounter - it seems you're not fully aware of why it worked out - or didn't work out - as it did - or are you? Why would you want an experience like the one you had with this girl?
Well the reason was, because I had such a bad experience with my past crashes. My life went down the hill with my grades, but good thing I was over them during that summer. After that I didn't try with any girl, I was also called ugly or wired by girls or friends. Later about my junior/senior year in high school it stopped and I just didn't care about Love nor did I really want a girlfriend. I found it "love" that it was in the way of my focus on my career. I've kind of began to feel lonesome after two of my good friends started to date, even thou I told the other not to date her, but he had strong feelings for her..so...In about a year from than I met my Psychic co-worker that told me that I'll meet my girlfriend in about a year. Ok I'm talking about the same girl. I haven't met anyone new, because well now I know what I want and wish it is easy to find my soulmate.
Okay, I think I'm with you - I'm having a little trouble following your story. So you have a comprehensive list, which you shared with us above. How do you feel about finding the girl you described on your list? Do you have a warm certainty that she's on her way into your life? Of course, the psychic you met told you it would happen in the next year - if I'm getting your story straight. But how DO you feel?
Have you ever read the "Celestine Prophecy"? About soulmates and/or relationships? I think if you are looking for a true soulmate you have to become whole/complete yourself first.
Ok Like I said it happend in 2006 when I met my psychic co-worker and I met my crash in 2007 (Like she said). Well sometimes I feel like "Yea! She's coming her way into my life! I'm ready for her to be part of my life!" At times I feel like I'm wasting my time thinking that I can get the girl that I'm looking for or even finding another like the last one. I do try to summon up the feelings of hope and believe.
I've read The Celestine Prophecies - recommended to me by my mom, strangely enough - who has demonstrated psychic connections with me - and this book definitely contains spiritual truths - definitely worth the read. "Definitely try to summon up the feelings of hope and believe." Believe. Within your core. Within the mundane existence of our imaginations' creations - because we are CO-CREATORS, WITH GOD, OF THE UNIVERSE. Because at our core, we ARE God. Jesus said, "I and the Father are one." Jesus said, "Greater things will you do than I have done." Why did He say such things? Do you believe such craziness? I do. I believe such craziness. Yeshua ben Yoseph, Jesus son of Joseph, Jesus of Nazareth, the Messiah, the Christ, my brother and my Savior: I do believe. You are with me, you ARE me, behind the veil of illusion, beyond the physical universe, beyond time and space, in the dimension of spiritual reality. Jesus said, "If you had faith the size of a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Rise up and be cast into the sea,' and it would come to pass as you have said." I have seen the results of such pure and undiluted faith on the physical universe. Some call it telekinesis. The 20th-century physicist Niels Bohr said, "An independent reality in the ordinary physical sense can neither be ascribed to the phenomenon nor to the agencies of observation." In other words: There is no difference between you and the "external objects" you perceive in the physical universe - we are all one, and we are one with the physical universe. Ommmmmm....... Namaste.
YOU are the way. The way is waiting for your direction and intention. The machinations of the universe are at your command. You merely need to decide what it is that you truly want--ask and ye shall receive, knock, and the door shall be opened unto you...
How would you decide what you truly want? Well, I admit that's the hardest part sometimes - and sometimes you discover that getting what you truly want requires doing a lot of things you're pretty sure you don't want - though you may realize afterward that you're glad you went through that hell.
