Well, I was feeling extraordinarily adventurous and stupid last nite,so I swallowed 1000 mg of powdered DXM and took 30 mg Adderall XR at midnite. I barely had time to write a note of what chemicals were in me and stash it in my sock before I was GONE. Started out watching The Wall, and zoned out, had a closed eye hallucination for a few hours, where I basically relived every breakup I have ever had with a girlfriend. Then I kind of settled down a bit, it took me 15 minutes or so to find my mp3 player and crawl outside for a smoke. I turned on some tunes and sat on the steps and lit a cig but never took one puff. I ended up putting my head on my knees with my eyes closed and had more closed eye visuals, like there was a huge roof over my house yard and pond, and we were having a Halloween party under it. In the "dream," I talked to my ex gf the whole time about why we were apart. I finally came back to reality a bit, and started feeling really like I was on X, and I was seeing in weird colors, all blue, black and gray. I walked around the yard a bit and smoked, then made it inside. I laid in bed with my eyes open until about an hour and a half ago, just watching the hallucinations and having very intensely introspective thoughts about my life, priorities, and relationships. I learned a hell of a lot about myself last nite. After I was totally down this morning I called my ex and had a very good conversation about her and me and I came to the realization that I have no choice but to come back in three years for this girl and marry her. I know everything about my emotions regarding love now. In conclusion, a year ago this would have been a "bad" trip. I was really depressed last night. I have come to the realization that "bad" trips are just more informative, they help you get in touch with things that are so deep and that you normally are afraid to face. If you just stand up to them while you are tripping, it is much easier to come to terms with them.
I've read that it's not a good idea to combine OTC drugs with DXM. Mainly MAOI's...but im not sure about SSRI's or stimulants
Oh I know it wasn't a good idea, but I wasn't really concerned about my health at the time. I lived through it, so I can say it was good, but not something I will be doing again. I still remember my heart beat in my ears drowning out the music playing in my headphones. Kind of scary. I have learned to overcome my fear of od'ing and possible death while on a drug, mainly from the first time I did ketamine. The first time you experience an ego death, you technically think you are dying, and after that you kind of get a little less scared of the idea. Dying isn't painful, it is actually very educational. I know I am gonna die someday, and I know it is out of my control for the most part. I don't constantly push the envelope, I just feel that if I do die fro, something like this it was probably just my time to go.
Oh, you aren't missing much. I much prefer the cleaner and less physically painful trip of some good shrooms by far. If you absolutely must do dxm, please don't die from OD'ing on triple c's, you can find the powdered stuff online. Regarding the note in the sock trip, I came up with that idea the first time I ate a lot of Datura. I fiigured, I am not likely to take my socks off, and if I do, I will be very sweaty. The ink from the paper will stain my skin, so what is in me may still be there printed on me. But you know if you do die or go into the hospital unconscious, they will take your socks off pretty much immediately. Oh, and back in my raver days I was a Kairtaikir, when somebody was looking like they would pass out or start to look like they were close to death, and there was no chance they would get out if we got raided, we would write on their forehead and on their right arm what drugs they were on and how much they had to drink for the docs to help them better. Just an interesting tidbit.
DarkLunacy,how can you not have. robitussin cough gels...eat a bottle, trip all night (about $6 if you BUY it)
