if you're bored

you really dont know anyone named adam? i know at least 50 other people with my name. im at work and i hear someone call out "adam" and i see 5 heads turn around. it really gets annoying sometimes. but thank you

 

really really!

but that would be rather annoying to have the same name as 5 other people in the same room...
and your welcome

what would you change your name to?

 

i dunno really. but i suppose its wrong for me to pick it myself. i mean, when your born, you are the only person who has no say in what your name is right? so its not natural to pick your own name. so somebody else has to do it for me!

 

hmm....
i can't pick a name for you. i do not know what you look like.
but when i do know what you look like, i will think about a name but i'm not saying it will be a name you'll like........

 

lol. when i was in 8th grade, i had this haircut that made me look exactly like the kid from the movie "angus". so when i moved here, this kid says, "wow! you look just like the guy from angus! im gonna call you angus!" and he did, and his friends, and their friends, untill eventually the whole school called me angus, and most didnt even know my real name. it lasted all the way to my high school graduation! and even then some people never knew my real name! so for 5 years, my name was angus.

 

heh that's kinda funny. but cool you had a nick name all thru HS.
angus makes me think of black angus the restaurant.
the only nick name that i got stuck with was syro not really a big diff. but it stuck with a few. i only get called that when people are in a light hearted mood.

 

even better story. i used to work at burger king untill a few months ago. right before i quit, they came out with the new "angus burger". and i had to cook them. my friends had fun with that one! they came in all the time chanting angus! angus! angus! and say "why are eating your brothers?" .....fun times

 

how cheesy adam! hehehe
but that does sound cool that you were pretty tight with your friends that way
heh the inside jokes are always the funniest
sounds like you enjoyed your growin up years a bit.....

 

they say those are the best times of our lives. damn we would come up with the dumbest ideas and they seemed so great at the time. we come up with real stupid things. i dunno about you but im definately not looking forward to getting older.

 

those are almost the best times...when you come up with the stupidest shit yet it's so funny and cool at the time...heh
*sighs* i dont want to get older yet i do b/c then i can look back at all my memories and really see things and be like "whoah.....that makes so much sense now..."
does that make sense?

 

yea, i think i know what you mean. like things that you didnt know then are very obvious now. it all comes together with age i guess. its weird how things work out that way. theres still some things i wish i didnt know

 

really? like what?
i wish to know as much as i can before i die. i don't know why.

 

that just reminded me of mulder from the x-files. lol. but anyway, most people do. but what if you learn something that completely changes everything you ever thought or beleived in? something that can turn your enitre world upside down in an instant? something that can take a piece of your soul and change it forever? im sorry but i dont wanna go into it right now. but sometimes i wish i didnt know half of what i know now. lol. and they say that ignorance is bliss. im not trying to scare you or anything, but i think i've gone down a road that i can never turn back. some things are just better left unknown

 

if you have any messengers maybe we could exchange them....PM me if you do or wanna.

i guess if something that traumatic changed your life that much, and you wanted to take it back....i could see your point.
i have a lot of bad memories and i'm not sure that i would want to forget what i have been thru b/c maybe...just maybe they are there for a reason...it made me who i am today...and as much as i hated going thru what i went thru...i think it made me a good/decent person....but i still have alot of paranoia and worry b/c of what thigns i have been thru...
so i see both sides here

 

you are right though. there are always good times and bad times. and experiencing all that makes you the person that you are today. but i think thats all 4 tonite. i got to get some sleep. good night syra. ttyl