Ive been getting them ALOT lately. im usually the most layed back nice person that you'll meet in person, unless i think your an ass, then i'll tell it to your face. but lately, im just really getting angry. im an emotional rollercoaster. i dont know whats wrong. i even chewed out the walmart greeter yesterday. Its like people are really pissing me off. is it the weather? chill pills and weed isnt even helping really.
With me, there's always a reason for an anger outburst, I never have them without knowing why. They're either due to PMS or stress/feeling overwhelmed.
I think it's the weather. That's what I want to blame it on, anyway. I've been doing better lately, but I quit weed. I was smoking way too much, and decided to take a break. It could also be hormonal, or time to adjust your "chill" pills. I have to do that every once in a while.
im not pregnant. i am stressed a bit. more just annoyed inside. I think im holding too much back maybe. im a house wife, and we dont have a car right now, so im home 98% of the time.
You probably need some time to go do things socially with some good friends. If you don't take time for yourself, you can pent up negative energy without realizing it. Take some time for yourself.
im a big fan of sleep. no insomnia. (this is not from the hipforums or anyone in it) I feel like im just sick of everyones fucking drama and how they ALL come to me. and i have to have all the answers for everyones problems. im the problem solver, and the confession booth. lately, im just not giving a shit. that i need to work on my own self. and everytime i try to, im housing ppl, or helping friends work on their marriage, im a shoulder to cry on. im the one that gets your drink, your food, clean up your mess. im the one that doesnt do ENOUGH. so much expected from me. i cant stand it anymore./
Anger exists. Like love, it's always there on the subsurface, ready to leap out and grab someone. Anger is seldom related to external events but waits for them to show cause and then WHAM..there it is, finger or more appropriate weapon in hand. This is human-ity. The only real question is how we respond... Yell, kick, flip the SOB off with obscenities included? I did the latter a couple of weeks ago and then noticed the person, the object of my emotion, looked a lot like my grandmother. DAMN, I'm such a jerk even though she should not be driving... Do you carry a gun, knife, big stick or just wish you could just throttle them to death with your bare hands? How human, indeed. Really, it's not the emotions but the actions/final results. Do you hate the Walmart greeter? I hope not but hate exists, it's human but there we go back into the circle.
i dont hate the walmart greeter. lol. he was trying to tell my 3 year old that he needs to say please for a sticker. when he said "mama, i wanna sticker". it was none of that mans business if he says please. the poor little guy was tired and been sick, and just wanted a sticker! so i got pissed off at the man. yeah, probably rediculious, i understand.
YES and I type in size seven font and yell at everyone for being overly jealous of my tremendously fabulous features!
he hit a nerve most likely. but i hate walmart greeters. they usually just sit in the chair and not even say hello. I WANT TO BE WELCOMED for making an appearance at walmart! but seriously, thats just a stupid example of how short ive been lately. he probably was just trying to be nice