not good

So i got those shrooms last night. Horrible trip. It started off pretty cool, but once it got time to go home to try to sleep before work, it got a little out of hand. My hallucinations started to control my world, and before i knew it, i was begging for it to end. I felt like i would never have control of my mind again. Thankfully i was wrong, but i feel like i lost something important. I fear i've gone insane.

 

You shouldn't take them on a night when you have to work next day anyway. Of course you feel a bit out of touch now, just give it a few days and I bet you feel normal again.

 

Welcome to the club :cheers2:
I believe my last 5 mushroom trips had me begging for death. Dont worry, it only get's worse the more you take them, yet somehow, to me, worse means better.
It's like being caught in bubbles of dream thought, and your desperatley trying to wake up and come back to reality, but every door you step through makes puts you in an even more intense nonsensical torture chamber.
Dont worry you havent gone insane, give it a day or two and you will be back to somewhat normal. I doubt you should expect to be back the person you used to be before last night though, I know that even a year later, my mind still has me questioning my existence.
God bless

 

Yeah, normal but changed. :cheers2:

 

Yeah i've kinda grounded myself now. I never really had a bad trip on shrooms until last night. It was really crazy, although i've never eaten a half o at one time before, so i guess that will explain it.

 

I've had trips like that on as little as an 1/8. It's just your mind and how much you are allowed to be exposed to.

 

You ate 14g of mushrooms?

 

I once ate over 20 :cheers2:
Dont remember it at all. Last thing I remember was flying into a rip in the spacetime fabric lol

 

i find it interesting that you had a bad experience, wasn't your goal to have a spiritual reawakenment or something like that?

sounds like you got what you wanted.

 

Oh i definitely did, it just took a really traumatic experience to get there.

 

Often times, that's what it takes.

 

ive been there quite a few times. it sucks when its happening but i think im a better person for it. idk mushrooms are the only psychadelic that has ever givin me a really bad trip. ecxept for about 30 seconds on 5-meo-dmt but that just ego death lol