This past Saturday I found myself staring at two of the most potent tabs I have ever received. However these tabs ended up twisting up my reality so badly that I spent my entire trip broken down to near hysterics waiting for sleep to take my back to reality. A bad trip doesn't even begin to describe what happened to me on Saturday. Hopefully some more experienced users might give me some insight into why this trip was so dreadfully bad. I first took one of the tabs at 8:00 on Saturday. We waited for the come up at a local lake while passing around some blunts. After about an hour we dropped the second tab and then chilled outside my dorm waiting for the walls started to melt. I would have been find with melting walls, but what I got instead was just gut wrenching pain up my entire body. It was as if every nerve in my body was dying and I felt like my brain was litterly sizzling. My fellow trippers tried to calm me down, but the pain was so intense that I broke down, and the trip went south. They helped me up to my room where I spent the next 6 hours alone, in darkness, curled up feedle position in my bed crying. It was only the pain, but the sure intensity of the hallucinations. Wherever I would look I would see the hallucinations, but these hallucinations felt to me like wormholes, and for the entire night I felt like I was getting sucked into a wormhole over and over again. I couldn't look at anything without being sucked in, and when I would close my eyes I was met with an LSD induced light show which rocked me down to my core. There was a point where I stood up on the floor, and slowly saw it sucking me in. Once the peak ended, I felt as though I had completely lost the person who I was, and for the next 4-5 hours I sat on my friends bed crying like a baby wishing for the trip to end. But the trip wouldn't end, and I wasn't able to sleep until 1 am monday morning. I tripped for 31 hours, and for that 31 hours there was not a moment where I could say that I enjoyed it. When I woke up mid day Monday I got out of bed, and i just broke down to my knees and started crying. There has never been a point in life where I have felt that empty, and I cried for several more hours, in a state of mind where no one should ever be. I can't really explain what happened to me during those 6 hours alone while I was tripping, but whatever happened did is going to scar me for a while. I just want to know why this trip unlike my past four was just so bad in every way. The set and setting wasn't as good as a couple of my last trips, but at the same time I didn't get the gut wrenching pain like I did on this trip. I'm so traumatized from this trip that I don't think I ever want to entered an altered state of mind again. I'm just so happy I didn't take that 3rd and 4th tab which I had ready, because it could have ended up so much worse...
2 Hits? 31 hours? Sure as heck doesn't sound like LSD to me.... In my opinion, that's what went wrong..
31 hour trip off two tabs? Gut wrenching pain? Indicative of non-LSD chemical imo. Or a lesson that you've missed perhaps. Things that are going on in your life and in your head are just as important as present set and setting.
Hrm...Well upon investigation I have heard that the tabs that we took were double coated. But at the same time it was a first time connect and it really could have been something else. That's really what I'm trying to find out. Yea but the pain was just so intense. There were points in the trip where I could barely move my body.
you cant double coat tabs. sounds like some other chemical. as for the pain it was probably just caused by anxiety. ive seen stuff like that before. a small twinge can turn into a lot of pain because your mind picks up on it and gets really worried, probably cos you dont know what the drug may be doing to you. But 31 hours is more than twice as long as lsd will last.
Thats crazy...i think some one may have over dosed the hits with more than should have been on the sheet, or how ever u got it
yeah there is no way....lsd is supposed to make you feel extremely good. something was definitly not right about that.
31 hours is a long time for acid, not impossible but unlikely considering you only took 2 hits. The pain you experienced could have been psychosomatic, however, it's possible you dosed on something like dob which can cause enough vasoconstriction to be painful. So it's totally plausible that you ingested something like dob, especially considering the duration you experienced.
Upon reading up on DOB I think that might have been what I took. I felt some of the same effects that would be indicative of a DOB trip (Jaw tensions, headache, body ache, body spasms. It's just the hallucinations seemed very acid like. My buddy has tab left of that batch. Is there anyway to test to see whether or not it is DOB or LSD? Because if it is DOB this connect is going to get fucked up.
Well, you've just explained what happenned to me during my last trip, it was EXACTLY THE SAME. The feeling of emptyness, and tumbling around your bed for like 5 hours. I slept at about 7 AM that day. And when I got up in the morning at around 12 in the noon, I felt exactly what you were feeling when you got up, that feeling that you have no right of existing, although I didnt cry, it felt miserable. For the next 2 days, I seriously made up my mind of never doing acid again, but after some reflection and thinking, all of it made a lot of sense, I think that what you must, give it time. Now I actually cherish that trip, and am pretty sure you will do it too. One advise, if you're doing acid, last time you did 2 tabs at different times, dont do that, its a high probablity that you'll end up with a bad trip. Do the 2 tabs or 10 tabs, how much ever, but at once. And also, dont do it for the next 2 days since it will have no effect, because the body builds up a resistance against the LSD molecule. Anyways, the emptyness feeling is common, do what snocbor said, give time, reflect, and then you'll notice a whole new dimension.
Although one thing, no matter how many tabs, my trip has been maximum 12 hours, never more than that. And yes getting up the next morning I do feel a little weary, but thats very far from an acid trip. Maybe what you did was some adulterated stuff. You gotta stay away from that shit coz it gets up hooked. Pure acid is the best and the safest, and gives you the most intense trips.
bro if you do take acid or some other psych again, then you must remember to fall into whatever draws you in, and not fight it. If it wasnt for teh fact that it lasted 31 hours, I would have said that it sounds just like a bad acid trip and the reason it was so bad was because you had pains, and that triggered a negative loop in your head of worrying and trying to fight the effect of the drug (in case it had more pain in store for you). But yeh most of it just sounds like you had the bad trip but didnt work anything out from it
If it wasnt an unexpected chemical, then you experienced a glimpse at death. Happens all the time, totally beyond words. God bless
