what age did u realize u were gay, what was it about women did u feel that it wasnt for you, was it partly genitalia or is it more of an emotional level, ur feedback would be great
I Understand How Confusing And Possibly Even Frightning This Is To You.. And I'm Not Sure how To Word This Without Running The Risk Of Offending You.. You Have Made Many Many Posts And Threads On This Very Same Subject.. Please May I Make A Suggestion.. Pour Yourself A Long Drink.........And Take The Time To Read All Of The Replies Members Of This Forum Have MadeTo You.. Personally I Think The Responses From Them To What Is A Very Complex Issue... HAVE BEEN ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC.. Most Have Genuinely Tried To Assist You.. But Now I Feel It Is Up To You From This Point On....To Read Up On All These Replys,And Make Up Your Own Mind..Once And For All. Take Care.. And I Really Hope Life Works Out For You.. Cheers Glen.
******PART TWO OF GLENS REPLY TO UKPOKERPLAYER.****** Many times you have said that you suffer from H.O.C.D. For the benefit of the many peeps on here that have offered help,here is a quick description of what H.O.C.D. is. H.O.C.D. is a form of obsessive compulsive disorder that deals with one's sexual identity. It's based around the fear that one might become or somehow is homosexual, with this notion going against all natural and actuality of that persons sexual identity as a hetrosexual. In part the fears are that of impulse and loss of control, where one feels overwhelming anxiety around the intrusive thoughts of being sexual and passionate with another member of the same sex. This is not at all the same as closeted gays who may be afraid of social reprecussions. It is not a fear of rejection by members of the same sex, but rather is a fear of the attraction itself. This "impulse fear" is what drives the confusion in all obsessive compulsive behaviours and is very apparent in sufferers of H.O.C.D. I Hope Those Of You Who Have Taken The Time To Read This Post,Will Understand A Little Bit Clearer, The Mystery Of Why UKPOKERPLAYER Is Making All His Posts. Hope This Helps Everybody In Some Small Way.. Cheers Glen..
Do You Think The Description Of H.O.C.D In The Post Above Fits Your Lifestyle.... It Has Been *4* Days Since I Made My Double Post To You.. It Would Be Nice To Get Some *Positive* Feedback, On How You Feel About What I Wrote.. Cheers Glen..
