I'm sure this question has been asked so many times that regulars to these forums are sick as can be of it but after searching around this seemed to be the best place to find some folks who might be able to help me. I don't "get around" much (either too damn shy or too damn fugly I dunno) I'm 26, only ever been with women and I would say that while my hormones have long since stopped raging my male obscession with the female form has only gotten stronger yet I find myself confused as of late. About a month ago I was receiving oral sex from a young woman. I wasn't wearing a condom and after finishing in her mouth I apologized as most women I've been with who were actually willing to perform oral in the first place insisted on using condoms (which I detest, seems pointless lol) and the only one I'd seen who didn't got quite angry if I didn't pull out and finish elsewhere shall we say lol. After I apologized she just laughed and said "what in the hell are you sorry about, I love it when guys cum in my mouth" she then proceeded to tell me in detail how much she liked to swallow, why she loved "sucking cock" etc. I'd heard such women existed yet always thought they were a myth! In any event to the point, I have no interest in having a relationship with men, nor do I have any real attraction to men at all (save the point of this post in any event); yet when I get horny as of late I find myself infatuated with the idea of performing oral sex on another man. The idea of kissing, fondling or "anything" else I'd do with women with another man doesn't interest me in the slightest and I'm shamed to say even repulses me somewhat. Towards that end I'm not exactly sure what to make of the situation, I don't seem to fit the definition of being a full blown (no pun intended) bisexual. Also if it was a situation of being interested in the idea of doing something taboo then I wonder why I don't find myself interested in shall we say other pursuits at least at this point in time anyway. So if anyone has found themselves in this situation I'd appreciate any insight you may have.
Let me tell you my friend, there are more men like you than you can likely imagine at this point. If you want proof, check out your area Craigslist and see how many men are just looking to blow other men and nothing else. Most identify themselves as bi, many are married, etc. Some experts consider such men to be basically heterosexual but with an oral fetish. But the bottom line is, if you think this makes you odd or unusual, nothing could be further from the truth. And yes, I speak from experience. I've always been physically attracted to women, have been married and etc. But I have had many encounters with men too, my preference being to perform oral sex on them. But I sometimes go beyond that too and so I identify myself as bisexual. But many of my encounters are with straight guys who just love a good blowjob and are not getting it from their woman. And the number of guys (like me) willing to help them out is staggering, IMO. And most of them you would never suspect.
