i just had a spiritual experience...

^you don't even have to be a reiki master to feel some of this stuff. i've never done reiki, and i've had some wicked spiritual/psychic/energy attacks before. it's just part of being more awake and aware i think... and it's crazy how sensitive you get!

 

yeah it's actually gotten somewhat better? since I've become a reiki master. I have more tools to bring myself back to center. When I was younger I'd be sick for months, sometimes longer, at a time with nothing detectable wrong with me.

I think what was helpful about my smoking awareness is that it helped me see that I wasn't crazy. It helps me when I get my mind out of the way to see what's going on... even if it's just to verify.

 

you killed my thread.

 

ohh yeah, i have had some very bad trips off of peoples' energy. i have a girl friend who has this frantic sort of energy, sometimes she lets go and we have a great time, but a lot of the time it is really hard to be around her. makes me feel awkward and strange... it has gotten to a point where i really can't hang out with her anymore. she is very dramatic and always seems like she is trying to hide part of her personality.

we got a couple kinds of really amazing bud on 420... grandaddy purps, which i get every so often, and this stuff i'd never had before, golden bermuda kush. we smoked with my ex-boyfriend and a bunch of his friends that came over - they had some really good bud, too, in blunts... and damn... i swear i could analyze everyone's relationship with one another. it was cool because they were easy-going, funny, and obviously had good chemistry as a group... but as soon as they all left, the energy in the room changed so dramatically and i could feel dean and myself just melt into the comfort of being alone.

i have crazy, vivid dreams... and have gotten very good at lucid dreaming, too... which can be horrifying or incredibly enlightening.

 

yes. to all the above. it's bizzare and yet so obvious, the way the energy of each different person affects each situation. it makes me wonder sometimes, how we ever feel normal, when we always have so much outside influence.

 

ha! i know!

adaptation....

 

Naked tree hugger you should hold on to the memory of that little moment cause if ya forget it it'll be like it never happened

 

oh, i do. i can still see it clearly. that's why i like drug induced spiritual experiences, because i almost always remember them very clearly for years and years, while meditation induced spiritual experiences tend to go fuzzy by the time i become conscious again.

it's like a drug experience allows me to punch a hole between the two realities and bring a little of the heaven back with me.

 

oooooooh this thread has made me so excited :biggrin:

that sounds so amazing isis

i had a reiki healing while i was at a psytrance festival in hungary
it was one of the best experiences of my life!
i had an out of body experience where i was transported into all these different places all over the world
and i was like a voyeur listening in on parts of people's conversations, just bits and pieces
i saw my aura i guess it was, this luminous blue
i really connected with the woman who did my healing
and i really want to find someone around here to do it for me again
i felt so light and lifted after wards
and the people that i was with told me they could see the change in me

 

that's how I started too indian~summer. in fact I was very leary of using drugs to get that trip just because my experience with energy "trips" was much more positive and clear. I'm just now beginning to learn how to surf a bit. interestingly enough tonight I had one of the most smooth enjoyable trips ever. I wasn't quite as high maybe that helped and I just sort of shot off into it. great shit. it was even going one while I was eating it was like I split myself into my body and out of my body and both were going on at the same time... the colors and notes of the songs I was listening to were dancing in front of me as different forms of furniture... lol it was just really really nice all the way around.

I also notice that when it hits it moves upward... like I can see it. sometimes it comes out like laughter, tonight I was just really emotional. I watched the movie the jacket and for some reason it hit me really emotionally with the tripping and all and it was this upward moving geiser of emotion and every time I tried to block it I'd feel sick and the upward motion made me feel like I wanted to puke which is a lot of what I was feeling last night.

That and the energy freak out was much more docile tonight so I'm sure that made a big difference. perhaps we were quieter and smoked early enough that it didn't bother him???

 

Energy highs are better then any that you can buy in my opinion.

 

Thats amazing, NTH. I live for those moments. In fact, years ago, when I was but a young thing, I discovered the meaning of life *at the time* in a car wash. I never wrote it down (probably good...Im sure its safe in my subconscience), but after I slept, it was gone.

 

What would you take to induce a spiritual high ??

 

Mhm. Im not into falsities.