son of a bitch... addiction may be creeping

I know, but I got like 2 or 3 OC40s left, and I have no way of getting more for God knows how long. And Im off my binge, Im not touching my other OCs for atleast 2-3 weeks.

 

I edited out the first sentence in your post beat, but I left the rest because you are trying to share your opinion. However let this be a warning that if your going to come off at people like you will be banned. You dont need to insult people in such a degrading way to get your point across.

 

fine, but come on man, how are you even going to post that story and "friends" in the same paragraph. like a blind man could see through that.

 

Nah I agree with you beat, Im just trying to close in on threads before they turn into flame wars as has happened many times this past 2 weeks throughout the forums.
Let's all just keep it respectful and considerate, please Im aksing everyone.

 

Do you seriously think I believe those people to be his friends? If I ever saw one of those so called "friends" again, I dont even know what I would do to them, thank God I moved away from that state, for their own sake. Furthermore, I wasn't saying one drug is better than another, but obviously this guy said he had a problem so I was trying to HELP by stating my OPINION. I could care less what others do, have a wonderful time. And yeah, if he wants to stop doing it and someone else doesnt want to, why does it matter if he sells it to them? I consider everyone on this forum to somewhat of a friend so I was talking to him as I would another friend. If someone was an alcoholic and asked me to buy some from him because he couldn't control his problem is it fucked up that he asked? I think it was a good suggestion to sell it to someone else because it might be easier than throwing them away. I know people who have dug through the trash to find a pill they threw away because they thought they were quitting but changed their mind, and I also know someone who sold the rest of what they had because they wanted to quit and she used her money on some new drum sticks and now all she does is drink occasionally and play the drums. It was a way of suggesting that he could quit and turn it into something postive, not telling him to lurk in alleys and offer up pills to junkies. And actually, I didn't purposely come into the opiate forums looking for a fight or to preach. I actually clicked on "New Posts" and came across it and thought that maybe I would give some advice. Correct me if I'm wrong, but isnt that what the op was asking for? Silly me.

 

And U4ia, dont act like I'm making shit up or something by saying give me a break. If you dont think people can make fake pharmaceutical pills then I really dont know what to say, because it happens all of the time from what I've heard. It's actually kind of weird that you didn't know that since you live in Florida, and that is one of the states I've heard does it the most. My friends brother lives in Tampa and he actually just got arrested for making and selling fake pharmaceutical pills, something he learned after moving to Florida and meeting a few people.

 

Oh and P.S Kil0 that book you have linked in your sig sounds really interesting, I might have to get it.

 

Yeah you may not have the physical withdrawal but I think those are a fucking joke compared to the mental, that is what can bite you in the ass. I've detoxed many a time and the physical sucks but is way exaggerated - you just toughen up and do it. The mental is what has me always coming back, so I was just saying in my earlier post to watch yourself, and am just looking out for a fellow opiate user, because it can creep up on anyone and opiates are very hard to use only for recreation because if you like them you really like them and they are very addicting mentally and physically.

 

yea prod, I'm really starting to believe that the real hell comes from your mind. Even if you're strong willed, the psychological addiction probably blows.

I fuckin' did oxy on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, and then partied over the weekend. Now, I don't have anything besides alcohol :ack2: and I really would enjoy an OC40 line.

I've heard that it can be up to 10 years for a real junkie to lose all sign of addiction.

 

Yes, I saw it on amazon

I hope everything works out for you about your problem though, you seem like a very nice person.

 

Everything will work out. People need to understand that I use drugs RECREATIONALLY. I'm in no way dependent on them. I wrote the original post saying that I thought I was addicted because I had used the night before and woke up the next day wanting to use again. And I did use last night, but I woke up today with a single craving or w/d, I've just been studying non-conservative forces and the work-energy theorem, and a buncha ethical theories like subjectivism and utilitarianism and kantism; I have midterm exams this week..

I still got a lil bit of OC left, but I'm gonna hold it down til after my next drug test next month. I think Im even gonna chill out with drinking for a while as well, see what happens after being sober for like 3 weeks.

 

good luck man.

and by the way, i was puzzling over

e^i times pi + 1 = 0

i guess i'll never be a first class mathematician..

 

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yeah, it's an amazing equation. Its a special case of Euler's formula:



when you plug in x=pi, you get the special case.

Since and

you get



adding 1 to both sides give you the beautiful equation in my sig.

Now if you want to see how Leonhard Euler derived his formula, I can certainly show you, but you have to be able to understand a bit of calculus and infinite series/Taylor expansions.

 

Yeah I don't even really enjoy drinking myself, and am detoxing from opiates so I just stick to the nice greens and the occasional xanax when I can find them. Breaks are always good and when you come back that first line is amazing.

 

after a 3 month break, how much would you usually come back to? I know that I wouldn't go above 40mg without any tolerance just because of the analgesia of oxy. That gets me really fucking disoriented. If it weren't for that and the nausea I could do more at once.