yeah, I think I'm going to arrive at that same stop, my self loathing really is an obstacle sometimes.
What matters is that, caught in a life-and-death struggle between self-loathing and self-love we eventually arrive at a state of complete perplexity. Only then are we free.
I just want to be able to be happy doing what I care about, and not trying to sacrifice myself for a cause greater than myself just to be off the hook.
not sure, some place on here I was trying to get you, indian~summer, cate, zilla, boog and the other treehugger to wrestle in green jello.
well i'm always down for wrestling hot girls in vats of slimy stuff. that ought to rate me SOMETHING!
I haven't checked the other threads, but I'm not over-rated, nor under, so this thread proves, I am also unrated... we should form a club.
lol.... thanks but no thanks. i'm apparently rated as the most pervy female forumer. i really feel like somebody now!
Xexon is awesome, but some of his spiritual advice is a bit too vague to be taken as authoritive. Though that is the case with most lovers I've run into Maybe I just dont understand yet, because I try and understand. Pavel is wonderful too. His music tastes are very similar to mine. As is Nick. But me, well Im pretty into myself :cheers2: