Instead of killing yourself why don't you just get over it? Or go see a doctor and get some medicine. Life is precious and you should never take it for granted. You are here to learn, love, laugh, cry and experience being a human. What can you contribute to the world? What are your values? Think about it. I am sorry you are feeling so low, I hope you get better.
gloom, i think your cool as fuck. i have to say, you might be the coolest person i never met! pm me if you want someone to talk to...