I am 18years and im a heroin addict. I've been doing it for about a year now and it compleatly rules my life. I started out snorting it,but it turned into spending 200 dollers a day on it, and that was too much, so i started bangin it about 2 months ago. My parents ended up finding out what i was doing, and it hurt them so much, i have never seen anyone cry that much in my life, so i got clean for about a week, but thats all it lasted a week. it rules my life, alls i think about is how i can get money, how i can get a ride to go get it, and alll that. i dont know what to do anymore i really dont, i need to stop before i end up dead, and i dont know how to stop, i dont have the money to go rehab and i dont know what to do, anyone have any advise, i really dont wanna die, i really do wanna stop, i just dont know how! (& please dont be mean, im asking for help, i dont need any rude comments)
a lot of places have free clinics to help with addiction.. ( i go to one myself) maybe just look in the phone book... google your town and see what you can find. maybe even ask other users if they have tried to get clean and what they tried.. they might know of such places. you're still young and obviously smart if you can recognize you have a problem you need help with. kick it's ass... no shame in asking for help, maybe even your parents can help you find what you need to get clean and stay clean.. good luck! :grouphug:
