The rest of my night is going to be amazing

for me anyways.. it starts now... left over chicken pot pie that i made yesterday (im starving and its sooo yum)

then take a suboxone

8 o'clock the one and only show i HAVE to watch... even if haters hate it... survivor premiere... two hours long wOoOT wOOt

RIGHT after that... half a sub.- call mike... talk for at least an hour...

midnight cook a steak n corn on the cob for dan (prolly eat again too)... chill with dan a bit before bed and then finally SLEEP

(3 hours sleep last night.. up since 5 am.. can barely stay awake now)

anyways a simple night but it combines my fav simple things and im super excited n chill about it.

 

That sounds like a lot of fun. I'm jealous. I beat you on the sleep thing though. I got a grand total of half an hour and took two tests today. I made the mistake of telling mother and I have to take a sleeping pill tonight but I need the rest.

 

why do you have problems sleeping?

that always makes me laugh in my head when you call her "mother".

 

Well my mother and my doctor both think since I have that crazy ADD thing my inner sleep clock is mixed up and I have to have a really strict schedule to get back into a normal state. I don't call my mother or my father mother or father in conversation. Just when i'm talking about them. I do call my mother mother sometimes if i'm upset with her though.

 

Survivor, dude I haven't watched that in years

 

I used to call my mom "Pam" when I was upset with her. Man, would that piss her off.

 

every single season man. and i bet on the winner at the end. survivor is fun. it's the only show i really love. haha.


actually one of my dreams is being on that show.

 

I call my mother "Kim" just to see if she'll notice and say something. I don't have the nerve to call my father anything but daddy. I'm a daddy's girl I guess.