Hmmm everyone having fun?

It's like drama on crack. Gotta love it.

just wish i had a pipe...

and that my cd player would work. :cheers2:

 

yeah,
im RIPPING drunk...love it

 

that's good.


im enjoying idiots judging my life and saying dan should divorce me about something that dan is (was) on the phone telling me to tell them fuck you and fuck off. kinda grand.

and my suboxones are finally making me feel OKAY (alright semi good haha).

whatchu drinkin?

 

im doin alright. finishing up a projecthere at work. gonna hit wal-mart later and buy me a garage dorr opener. That's exciting

 

having fun isn't hard, when you have a library card

 

or a camera and white wife beater.
i'm still on it

 

sounds fun, but i drink a lot and kind of am not really in the mood for drink at the moment.

but i WOULD love to be absolutely blazed.....

i thought it would be an impossibility, but i found some compressed shake and kief clinging to the side of the dugout

saving it for tonight though...it wont be enough on its own, but i've got like two pinches of shake in addition.....
:sifone:



bah. i need to start looking around...

 

Kind of dull today. Just hanging out and waiting to go to Cancun Mexico next week.

So I am excited about that.

 

Time to go to work..the fun has just begun

 

"killing is fun, it's how the west was won"

 

Today has been a powerful day for me. I've cried, wrote some emails to people I care about, called my Grandmother and cried on the phone with her. Took my dog for a 2 mile walk.

I'm struggling with myself. I feel a break thru happening but it's tough going through the emotions.

I'm sorry for judging you Lucky. It doesn't make me feel good as a person. I didn't say anything about the divorce situation but I have said things in other threads only because I don't want to see you on this path. No one really knows your story but you. No one lives your life but you. I don't want you to die.

 

omg dave!!!! how dare you!
go without me that is.... walmart is my number one fun thing and garage door openers is second.

you dumb bitch.

 

well come with me then. It'll be fun

 

Laura... thank you for being you. Seriously. It's been an emotional day for me too. Very much so. In fact you just teared me up again but it's good tears... esp. cause compared to some people, you judge very little. I don't mind you speaking your mind and you sometimes I am wrong and have problems... some people like to be trendy on here and go with it and make assessments they are not fit to make but you are not really one of those people BUT to the point.. the fact that you can apologize is something I REALLY REALLY REALLLLY respect. So thank you very much. I'm not gonna die, hun. Little do these people know (some of them) that I actually have plans, goals, ideas and some strength... I also have amazing ppl in my life who wont let me die...oh yeah and im wonder woman and i cant die.

 

i wish i even had some shake. nadda as usual lately.

 

Peanuts is the stuff.

What up, T?

 

walmart makes me irrationally angry
i just have to stand there and i'll get pissed

 

i'm okay. im really emotional. those hurtful stupid internet words actually really upset me but i was already upset because of being sick and little sleep and just.. i dont know. i have a lot of positive going on... things with dan are good..things with mike are good...i really have nothing to worry about but my whole emotional self is very fragile right now. plus this idiot called me like 20 times n keeps texting n i dont wanna talk to him. im really done doing drugs but i cant cut ppl off totally until tomorrow when i get scott his money back from justin. i dont know. i think im just tired and wish ppl would stop judging my life when i live my life almostttt always with honesty and respect. whatever though. there goes a text. so annoying. sorry that was long.

miss you dustin!

 

what is wrong with you homie? sprawl mart ish da place to be.

 

I'm chillaxin, listening to music and waiting for the bf to log on AIM