If you want an entertaining morning

go spend it in a methadone clinic.

just wow.

four hours there... didn't even get dosed (yet)

but i got five free suboxones from some fat butch dyke (hey she was awesome and nice but she was) in the parking lot.

anyways very interesting cast of characters.

A BIT (huge bit) too many people comparing YEARS they've been there though "ive been here one year" "well ive been here three since they opened"
like wtf. what is the point of that???
but those fuckers will try to keep you there n addicted. one or two weeks n im out.

 

what pissed me off is my husband had to take two of the subs. for his "time"... yes he was tortured taking me there but wtf... he doesnt even do opiates. 8 mills did shit to me... i NEED them... he's a fucking asshole and they were given to ME... not him. imma steal them back while he's sleeping...watch me.

(he prolly knew id try n hid them though..fucker)

 

im just gonna continue talking to me self... this is fucking retarded. i used to get FUCKED UP off of 8 mills. i feel shit now. but i didnt used to do dope. dan better give me my subs back. they were meant for ME cause I'M the one who uses opiates...from one opiate user who knows sickness for another...that fucker is not even SICK... fuck him. imma take one more and if im not feeling GOOD wwmotherfucking3 is gonna break out cause im taking them back. they were meant for ME. this is such bs.

 

i thought the point was to not die...

aren't you trying to wean yourself off of drugs and not get high?...

 

I dont need entertainment that bad. I'll pass.

 

i'm starting to wonder...

 

yeah that is the point of suboxones and methadone. im only gonna take the meth for two weeks though the doc. wants to keep me on it for minimum three months to a year... that's BULLSHIT. two weeks and im outta there.

and im not high on the subs... lol. they just keep me stable.

 

it's REALLY funny though hearing people brag and compare how long they have been there like it's a game to see how long you can stay there. yeeeeaa

 

you left rehab early last time and look how well it worked...

a year seems way excessive, but so does walking out 15% of the way through the recommended minimum treatment.

 

bullshit sweetie. i was medically released and a doctor even said i was sick...asthma and bronchitis and anyways i was there 14 days... that is more like 60 percent, not 15.

and yea a year is crap. that is substitution, which methadone is in the first place. all they wanna do is be your new dope dealer n get yo cash.

 

the 15 figure was going with the new 3 month plan, not what you were scheduled for last time. and i know it was medically related, but that doesn't mean you didn't leave early.

i don't know, i'd probably give it a month.

 

ooooooo you hit 10K



yeah ill give it a chance. just dont wanna turn into one of those idiots addicted to meth.even someone in the waiting room was telling me how HARD it is to get off of. but i think a short time n ill be alright. i dont need a long time anyways.

the place i went to doesnt even do three months and my insurace covers like 21 days.

btw my insurance doesnt cover where im going now so i gotta pay 150 for initial consultation and 12 dollars a day so it's not something i can continue indefinantly.... although i am gonna apply for state assistance but that process is gonna be soooo annoying and the fact that we DO have insurance and it doesnt cover makes it a lot harder to get so i shall see what happens...

 

jesus fuck, last i checked i was still in the 8 thousands


sucks that insurance doesn't cover this place. but $12 a day still is probably no more than you were averaging on dope...

and it would be even more of a shame to pay all this out of pocket and then relapse anyway after quitting before you're ready.

 

yeah that's what they were telling me. relativily i was already paying that much. (no i cant spell hehe)... but yeah esp. cause when i go on meth i wont be drinking either and i was doing both so yeah when you look at it that way... it's not bad...

i just hope it works for me. i was gonna say something else but i forget.

 

I'll believe that when I see it. Isnt methadone harder to get off than heroin?