Hey. Well in an earlier post I said that I thought I was bisexual and that I couldn't tell anyone about the fact. Well I am quite good friends with someone I know strictly online who I know on World of Warcraft and from MSN who is gay, who also knows my mum and brother quite well. I trusted him fully and told him I thought I was bi, amd after a lot of thought and talks with him I now know I am gay, just got past the denial stage etc. Now I asked him to tell my brother (who does not live with me), so he did, and my brother now knows I am gay, but he doesn't know I know he knows. And I am too much of a wuss to tell him myself, and talk to him about it, and we have talked many times since then but still he has never mentioned it. There is that tension between us and it really is akward for me talking to him, and I really am unsure what to do about the situation. If anyone could provide advice it'd be most appreciated. Tayles xx P.s, Sorry for the long and probably confusing to read post, I hope its understandable hehe.
hey up mate nice one for realising u are gay, explain what u mean by denial stage, especially when u thoguth u was bisexual
Urm, well. If you read my earlier posts I said about stuff I did at an early age with another guy friend of mine. And because I was so shut in in this homophobic world of mine, I always thought I was bi, as thats what you are supposed to be (couldn't deny the fact I sexually liked guys, so therefore couldn't say straight). So i denied the obvious fact I was gay. So for me I have only been "living" since I accepted it about 8 weeks ago.
so what happens do u think if u didnt do thing swith a guy at an early age would u ov bein staright then do u think
Urm... I think if I never had him as an expeirance I might still think I was bisexual. But I know deep down with me I am phyisically gay. I just would still be in denial Anyway, if anyone still has any advice, lemme know. Thanks
Denial, well basically knowing you're gay and just thinking "I am not that way" and then thinking about girls and all that comes up is guys was hard. I still am not out at my college, and wont be for a while, I am straight acting and no-one has a clue about it. My friends would basically abandon me, and no-one would go near me as they are all scared homophobes. There is one kid at my school who has admitted it. He has friends, but many people avoid him due to fear.
