a freaked out metal heads ranting (new to this board) :)

hey all.

just happened on this place by chance.i'm looking to make new friends (online or off),coz i don't have any at the mo or for a while now.

i'm big time into old metal like maiden, sabbath, priest n dio (including rainbow n elf stuff).

i'm just a recreational drug user (mushies, weed n ecstacy user) who has been stuck in the house for ages because i developed psychosis and i got very envious of those social animal type ppl,but at time same time felt the need to distance myself (if that makes sense at all lol).

but i'm through hating ppl coz life is waaaay too short

to sum it all up,i'm scared that because of the way that i have been a loner for so long that i will be like that way forever.

i spend all my time watching anime, playing games n watching movies or listening to music. which is all well n good but i'm so fuuukin sick of seeing the college lot in town with their tight social circles, when i (even though i have most of the usual interests) seem unable to connect with anyone.

sry for ranting but i felt it necessary to try n reach out.

even if no one feels the same way as i do, i would still like to hear how u all feel about similar stuff.

i'm just lonely n it blows lol

 

hi maidenfan you might find others with a similar disposition popping by, welcome

never found connections easy myself but do try and say hello now and again

try not to be scared maybe, and accept yourself as best you can

 

Hello.
I can relate to you, I was bullied for the first 3 years of secondary school and kind of didn't make friends because I got very defensive about people talking to me and stuff. By year 10 I did have some pretty solid friends though they all went to college so now I'm just hanging round in a group waiting until I leave school for university really.

So yeah, welcome to the forums. The best thing I can suggest is looking at the festivals forum and getting yourself along to some of them next summer, people at festivals are wonderful (or maybe that's just the amount of drugs I took)

 

maidenfan1983 - You are not alone.