I actually want to cry. Really.

I had the shittiest 2 weeks. The shittiest day. My passport applying has been the shits. I have to submit another picture because my hair was covering my eye.... Now I have another picture issue. I'm really stressed about money and my marriage is on the rocks. I am sad sad sad. Not psycho though. Not yet.

I am seriously going to start cutting.

That wasnt a joke. Yeah it was. Sort of.

 

Take your dogs for a walk

 

What's wrong with the marriage?

 

^I agree. Walking always relieves stress for me.

Plus it gives you quiet time to think to yourself, no ipod, no TV, no people talking.

I love walking in my neighborhood laaate at night, I never see anyone outside then, and when I do, it is very strange to me and distracts my head...i end up feeling better with small distraction from a complete focus. I can't explain well

 

my day started off kinda crappy too. i stopped at the bank to cash a $100 petty cash check for work and they wanted TWO pieces of ID and fingerprints!

i left before they could frisk me and forcibly take DNA samples.

 

Take a load off Annie. Take a load for free.

Maybe you need to take relax just a little bit as the kids are back in school. You could always look for a second job, or pick up something that will help bring in extra cash. Like gambling. No wait, you could be the world's first garbage woman.

Or better yet, Elections Canada is hiring. They pay $14/hr. you know to look at register's names all day and push papers for the next couple of weeks. You should apply online. I've worked for them a few times when cash was low.

 

I'm pissed off because he went on a business trip w/o the wedding ring.

sad about it.

he is really a dick anyways. :banghead:

It's too late for a walk, my great aunt died today, my brother screamed at my nephew (the creepy one), I'm lonely. I left work early cause I'm sad and am sort of embarassed about that too.

I'm hungry.

I hurt my tooth on a candy the other day.

 

I wanted a 2nd job but my husband was saying no ... he's got some contracts on the side but hasnt started them yet. The part time job would be very demanding but well paying (the one I wanted) and it's with his agency too ...

I'm back at work and the kids are at school,. its hectic and I only have a micky of ameretto and 2 king cans of bud.

 

I'm really in a pickle.

 

So is your husband cheating on you?

 

You can come over to my place if you want. I've got Guinness and Sauvignon Blanc chilled in the fridge.

EDIT: And I have home made fudge in the fridge. I'm super tired myself from the first week being back too. I had to work at 7am-1pm today, then go to class, do some housework and I just wanted to veg out in front of the TV, but nothing was good on because I can't afford real cable so I cooked a whackload of meals for next week. I tried to read a Medieval play in French (12th century), but you've no idea what that's like. Here - I'll show you:

http://www.phil-fak.uni-duesseldorf.de/anglist1/html/bisclavret.html

Yeah, even the best translation from old French into modern English is very poor. Anyhow, you can't possibly be ready to cry. You're just not drunk enough yet, I say.

 

:nopity:

 

I dont know if he would do that, but I dont like being suspicious or anything. I'm feeling very alone, have been for a few weeks.. maybe months. I was alone at the lake alot of the summer... with kids and him too of course but alone alot.

I think I'm going to take a quick walk to the end of the bay... ok I am!

 

:toetap05:

 

Note the order of the question, then offer.

 

Warmy, if I was within walking distance of you, I'd walk over there with a joint and we'd take a smoke walk. I think we could BOTH use it!

 

Woops.

http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showpost.php?p=4697777&postcount=11

 

I'm stoned right now and still feeling sad.

Dangermoose I dont get that comment (duh)

I would smoke with you though Ramona, thanks. I never say no actually.

 

How do I reply?

 

Mmm, just say yes to the fudge. It's double chocolate peanut butter (the crunchy kind of PB). Oh yeah. Sexeh time!