its so fucked up. ive lost several friends before, but not like this. theres nothing i can do that will make this any better and kills me knowing that. its the worst feeling on earth to know ill never see him again. i got the call from his mom around 730 this morning and all i could do was say im sorry for all that i had done to her and him. i broke down right there and just cried for what seemed like for ever. i havent felt anywhere near this depressed since my dad past away in april. RIP always man, i already miss you.
Damn man, sorry to hear about your friend. What did he OD on? EDIT: 3 people asked that in a row including me
r.i.p brother sorry man, i know that shit sucks i just lost a freind in a car accident n my other buddy riding shotgun is on lifesupport right now. death is one fucked up issue to deal with never had to deal with overdose but it sucks all the same but in life god take,god give,thats just the was it goes, just try and think positive keep ur head up b
he was a ton of oxycodone and drunk too. i think he just kept taking more and more and more and just wasnt even thinking about it. he managed to get home, but not to his room. ever since he got out of jail a couple months ago i could tell he wasnt the same. i just wish i could have been there for him, no one should die alone on the floor like that.
D: i'm sorry to hear that. that whole situation is pretty terrible. whatever you do don't blame yourself, and learn from his mistakes. much love
It's always terrible to hear that people are taking harmful drugs and on top of it they're taking too many and are hurting themselves. I'm sorry that this had to happen to someone that you care about. Edit: Are you really only 15? Was he the same age? That's such a shame that he was doing a drug like that at that age and it's a bigger shame that he had to go so early. This is why I believe that people shouldn't be doing harmful drugs, because they're HARMFUL. (that whole discussion in the "why did you start doing weed" thread)
Well oxy's aren't all that bad, but they do have a pretty low rate for overdose if you have little to no tolerance. I am sorry to hear about that man and positive vibes are so coming to ya. The alcohol in the mix was definitely the downfall of it all though as painkillers and lots of booze NEVER mix.
that fuckin blows dude.. its never good when you hear about OD'ing.. if im drinkin i hide that shit... or dont even bring it with me.. cuz even though i try never ever to mix pills with booze.. booze makes you stubborn and well.. eventually pop some pills.. like harvest fest.. first night.. i drank over half of a 30pk of PBR and then figured it would be a good idea to eat some clonazepam.. was great for about any hour or so.. until i threw up everything i had in my stomach..
yes im 15, but he was 17. the reason i knew him so well though because are parents use to work together and he lives close by so i would always be car poolin with him and we just eventually started hangin out
Thats terrible man. I know what it's like to lose a good friend, and it fucking sucks. I feel worst for the dudes parents though. How horrible would it be for a parent to devote 17 years of their life to the most important thing in their world, only to have it stripped from them. Anyway man, keep your head up. Try not to cope by using drugs, go talk to a school councilor if you have to.
Sorry man, I know it's not much condolence but if you believe in the afterlife at least he's toking with god, and if you don't, a death from an opiate/alcohol mix would be a very painless death.
I have to say how sorry I am to hear about your friend. I know this can be a rough time for everyone involved and I am sure you are not looking forward to the funeral. I have to say as someone who has had to deal with this type of thing in the past it is never easy for anyone. I hope that you will find someone to talk to about this and if you should need to talk feel free to reach out to your friends here. As you have already started the process. In keeping with that feel free to send me a PM if you want to talk in more detail.
Wow i dont want to repeat everything that everyones already said but holy shit thats sad.. Good luck to you and also his family