I just found something out that made all my bones go hollow and my body well up....

...with a strange energy. I have all these emotions swimming around in my head that I don't know where to place them. This is fucked up. Sometimes I wish I wasn't a hardened man and I could just cry it out. This is so weird. Its not happy or sad either....its just weird.

 

let it go

 

well... spill the beans... what did you find out?

 

You will never know even if you tortured me. I just had to tell someone I was emotional, not what I was emotional about. I am starting a new job today. I will keep this in my intellectual filing cabinet for later on. Its so crazy though.

 

Sharing may help get out the energy.

 

good, be a good man and keep it locked up

 

Do you feel a lump or blockage in your throat area, Face Eater?

 

sometimes when I have a lot of emotions inside and I have no idea why or what it is I am feeling, I pick up a pencil and paper and spew out whatever it is.. It helps and helps me understand.. But I am lame and perhaps what I said was too...

okay, okay, what I said was lame.. but it works for me...

 

No, just in my head. I am aware of it. I am recognizing it and storing it away for future use like every mindful Jedi should do when they have more pressing matters to attend to.

 

This sentence is red.

 

Thats crazy....maybe I am being lame but I my thoughts are the colour red right now.

What does that mean, rage, fear, joy? Passion?

And shroom, writing down your thoughts is not lame. It is healthy.

 

You're thinking with your root chakra...
knowing you have things to do
before you deal with this.
Your roots are red.

 

Now you've gone and got me all curious.

 

Show us your balls, then beg for forgiveness.