Have You Ever Seen A Demon?

I was haunted for years by a demonic entity after conducting a seance. I didn't really know what I was doing and I opened a window I couldn't close. I called him 'The Closet Man' because the first time I saw him was in my closet.

I heard my closet door open. I thought it was one of my sisters looking for my stash, so I yelled at them to get the fuck out of my room. There was a light shining from the closet. The beam was narrow at the opening of the door and widened like a flashlight, but where the beam hit the floor, there was no light on the floor.

The door became closed. I didn't see it close. It just was. An ethereal shape appeared and started to take form. It was the shape of a human, which reached from floor the ceiling. It used it's arms and hands to frame it's face. He wore a gray-black robe that was translucent, but where his face was, there was a solid black space, almost like a portal.

I felt like I was being mind raped. That's as close as I can come to describing it. It was pushing every horrid thought in the world into my mind. The room wasn't cold, but my body was like ice. I finally screamed for it to get out and threw a chair at it. It backed against the door and vanished. At the same time my father walked in and demanded the know what the hell was going on. I told him and he passed it off as a bad dream. I wish it had been...

I saw it several times during a four year span. I even had three witnesses see it at the same time. My sister and I also experience the feelings associated with it, but bailed before anything could happen.

 

These spirits do indeed exist.
Many are shape-shifters.
Could be an extension of a human...
projections can be just as dangerous as flesh.

Did you ever try communicating with it?
Asking it what it wanted from you?

Learn to protect yourself.
Ask the plant teachers for guidance.

They've always shown me things in the most vivid of light.

 

I was frozen with fear. I wasn't even able to try and communicate. All I remember was it pushing wave after wave of malignant thoughts through my mind. I know there are precautions one should take before contacting the spirit world. I eventually ended up meeting with a priest who felt it was just a warning. I still saw it after the meeting, though. I don't remember it communicating with me, just black thoughts.

 

They can't hurt you unless you allow it. I have been attacked by 3 demons while I slept, and I have experienced a very powerful, very visible demon guarding something in a field (He was seen by all 4 of us, and he came towards us and chased us away). But I then realized that these things can only do this when you fear them. They feed off it.

Make it leave.

 

It's been gone a long time. I feel that my mother's spirit chased it away.

You say you were attacked, too? Was it similar to mine? Was it a mental or physical attack? The thing that bothers me still is the way it used its arms and hands to frame its face. I feel that it had some sort of symbolic meaning.

 

don't worry about it dude, your just crazy. They have pills for that.

 

Only when Im sleeping

 

The first time I took LSD, and hit 'hyperspace', complete disintegration of physical, I saw a face very vividly appear in front of me, winked.

The next sort of 'interdimensional' glimpse was, minutes later, at a large palace, with a pool, and this person lounging next to it.

Whenever I take LSD, or enough drugs in proper intention, I see this figure again, out of the left side of my vision. He, it is a he, sits in a very specific pose, does not move. But the pose is so striking, that it says a thousands words just at the sight of it. It is comforting to me now when I see it, trusting. It reminds me of sort Hindu deity, but I don't know what it is. All my visuals remind of Hinduism on LSD... so it'd only be natural visuals of people would too.

I took it as, merely a projection of my brain. Sort of like, I draw and try to 'project' the image I was to draw on the paper, see it. Well I took this as, me projecting my ideal human form into a shape for me to see and grow towards.

Which seems to be the case, as this figure, I no longer see as seperate. But it overlays me now. It's my etheric aura. Sort of like I designed an energetic human form, overlayed it on myself, and am now growing into it. It took me atleast, 10 months to do that, be comfortable with my perception of this form overlaying me.

This is what a spirit guide is. I also imagine this process of getting an externally perceived energetic form to overlay you, thats what they refer to as 'soul retrieval'. I feel much more whole now in my current position than I did before.

You must integrate it. Do not be afraid of dark things, you must integrate both dark and light. If dark is coming to you, it's because you need more dark in your life.

You must remember 'the light', it creates all, it unifies all. The demon is of the same source as you, it is you at a certain point.

And do not be afraid of operating your brain as though it were composed of multiple entities. Because it is. Off in another dimension, your consciousness is simply the dialogue and actions between a multitude of entities.

 

Dippin...I know I'm crazy. I already take the pills. Rahman...my fucking camera phone sucks.

 

This makes sense to me. Are you perhaps a reader of Carlos Castaneda's works?

 

I had an encounter with some very dark entities recently but I didn't *see* them. I felt their presence and they were challenging me because I was going through a period of Divine consciousness and to them that represents a real threat. I performed my own exorcism and after a few months they skidattled.
A great way to clear negative energy from your space is to White Sage (smudging) all around your house. When it comes to evil spirits, it won't get rid of them, but it's a great part of a ceremony when performing an exorcism. My case was extremely unique though so I can't give specific instructions on what to do. Just remain fearless and think loving thoughts. Having compassion and pity for demons makes them "sick to their stomach". lol

 

I dont want to call it a demon, but I dont know what else to call it. I came into contact with an enormously negative energy once. Dont know if I want to call it a "being", but it was pretty damn scary.

 

Don't forget about your intentions.

 

yup, exactly. Intend Love and total lack of fear. Those are the strongest intentions for the powers of Light.

 

All good advice. I hope I never have to use it again. I'm in a different state of consciousness now. Epiphanies are a wonderful thing. Surround yourself with the light and leave good in your wake.

 

When you discover what powers demons, they will bow at your feet.

They have no power over that which gives them life.


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aren't they too a part of the One Consciousness, like us?

 

I believe they are. Evil couldn't exist if there was no good. Dark and light. Everything is a balance. One need only look to nature to find that answer. The introduction of new plants, animals, or insects not indigenous to that ecosystem has had disastrous consequences time and again. Life is a balancing act.

 

then i think you should lay off whatever your "stash" is. Im guessing its the chronic, shits makin you paranoid.

 

some people know they're there, some people don't.