sometimes i feel like the only human being who has no idea how to let feelings spill out. i'm constantly in state of anxiety and it slowly amounts to a really bad feeling about being alive. although i'd never commit suicide (i'm a wuss), it feels like SHIT. lately i've been able to let more and more shit go, and my anxiety has gone down a ton... but right now i feel like just laying down and dying. either that or just crying. i'm such an awkward person. i fucking hate myself, too. i just wanna be done with this self-loathing bullshit. any advice?
