ok so it was new years night and i was celebrating at my sisters place and then as the night progressed my sister asked me if i wanted to try some acid. I think i remember saying something like "do you think i should". She said "it's your choice". So i did. I thought it was retarded when nothing was happening. All i was expecting was just to see a few bright colors and maybe a pink elephant or two. So i was in the toilet taking a piss looking at the wall in front of me. Then suddenly the white wall became really really bright and i started to see the kaleidoscope patterns. I went outside and said to my sister and said "you got a cool toilet". I sat outside looking up at the sky watching the different layers of clouds at night highlighted by the moon also watching other objects around me melt. Everything everyone was saying seemed to make sence even though they could have been talking about everything. I seem to remember thinking that everyone who was around me was just a different version of me. Ummmmm the next thing i remember is being in my sisters bedroom and thinking that i was god and that a book that i bought my sister for Christmas held all the universe in it and everything i created in my god form. I remember thinking that if i am everything and everyone then i am alone. And that thought sucked. I remember asking my sister what i am and similar questions like that and i remember getting upset for some reason, probably for thinking everything was not real at one stage. I think my sister told me something like"your here now so just don't worrie about it". So that's what i did. I remember thinking i could live forever in that place. And who knows maybe i did live forever. I lay on the bed and closed my eyes and was looking at a bright light. At times i felt like something was trying to destroy me , beat me and kill me. But it's kinda funny when you relies your on the ride and i remember thinking sooooo this is what the big deal is , will i ever go back to being what i considered to be normal at the time. My other sister also did a magic trick to me when i was on acid. Earlier in the day she was talking about some bracelet she got from India and that she left the one that she got for her friend there. So when i was chilling out on the couch my sister comes in with the bracelet and she holds it up and pulls the one that she left in India right from the other one. I remember thinking you bitch you set me up. Turns out when i sobered up there was actually two bracelets and she was just messing with me. Also at one stage i thought i was dead because i had sun burnt shoulders i remember thinking that they were burns from a terrorist explosion or a war. And that my afterlife was just a bunch of different versions of me sitting around talking in circles. After all that i was lying on the couch and i just snapped out of it. And i was like Woooooohhhh!! Wtf!??? Was a awesome feeling. I was back. I felt reborn in a way. I can say it was..........just was and i was just there. I hope to do it again. Everyone should try it. Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoy it. I sure as hell did!
nice! a casual spontaneous trip is always a roll of the dice sounds like you had a great one. one thing you said that I think any acidhead can groove on is that if you are everything and everyone, then you are alone. makes sense that we have others around, so we are together in our aloneness.
yep it was my first time. No one ever told me it would be like that. That is because i now relies that you cant really describe it you just have to experience it. But a good way to trip into the new year.
Jive-talkin' turkey. Paradox for the sake of creating one doesn't make it so. I'm probably wrong, though. Op, your sisters sound nice.
