I forgot how to enjoy living..

When I smoke pot I feel insecure. :toetap05:
I used to LOVE pot and all I was was happy!

So now I watch the movie "Super high me"
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1111833/

I noticed they have skilled people there and 20 kinds of weed!
Do I just need to shop around for the best "Lift for my head" ?

For the life of me I dont enjoy life and I dont enjoy being high!
I dont enjoy anything, so its definitely a medical situation now.

Man I cant even play video games and enjoy life.

I do play guitar and Its the best rush if not the only joy now.
I do drink Espresso and Alcohol (way to much)

Tips, advice?

How in the hell can you forget how to smoke pot and enjoy life?
Could medical marijuana help? When I was in California I had two prescriptions for it from two different doctors but never really got it to work for the positive and thought now with so many kinds of weed I could find a match for my personality?

 

Take a break.
Play guitar.
Compose a song for your girlfriend. (If you don't have a gf, think ahead, write one where nothing needs to rhyme with her name.)

Cook Lassagne from scratch.
Learn to juggle.

It sounds like its time to take a break in your routine and do different stuff.

 

Funny you say that, well besides no GF, I could get one..

I'm an expert Lasagna cook (making a from scratch pizza tonight, down to the sauce)

I'm working on song #60 now in fact.

I dont currently smoke pot but though it could "boost my head" enough.
eheh.. time to go back to cooking..

 

You should just burn a J with jay

 

It sounds to me you need to find yourself a good Strawberry Cough Grower, That cannabis strain is anti anxiety and it always gives me alil kick, an aslight giggle when toked in the morning. Maybe expereminting in the kitchen with cannabis might boost your spirit, try something new and who knows you might really enjoy it,