school

so, i started college a few weeks ago...and i want to quit already...i hate it...i have always hated school, but i was one of those kids in school that never did anything and still got good grades...i hated that because no matter how hard i tried i could never do bad while i was in high school, so that is when i started skipping classes....then i did bad...i was happy that i was doing so bad, it was almost like i was punking my mom....now that i am older it is harder for me, i actually have to read the required material so i can do the subjects...but also i am looking at the end product: i will be able to do what i love doing....at least part of what i love doing

 

I love school. I'm such a dork. What are you going for?
I need to go back soon but no psychology... gonna go for nutrition and also go to culinary school.

 

right now i am working on my associates in communication....after that i want to work on my bachelors but focus more on the writing aspect and then minor in photography at the same time

 

What do you love doing?

 

writing...and photography...but i only wanted to take it one step at a time....i mean it is hard enough as it is working full time and trying to fit the classes in....

 

writing and photography are both great.
im still gonna be published however im likely not gonna get a degree in it. anyways good luck... i was gonna say more but i forget what i was gonna say. gahhh

 

thats from smoking all of that pot

 

I feel for you.

I imagine I am going to get some flack for saying this but....

There are numerous Photographers and Writers that are doing an amazing jobs at their art and getting paid big bucks, who never went to college.

I am not saying to quit school. But if you do not feel school is not for you just keep that in mind.

I have a worthless Law Degree that I never used in the real world.

That being said, yes University is not easy. But you can do it if it is what you want.

 

yeah, i know that i didnt/dont really need to go to school, but it is something that i am trying to prove to myself a bit....i want to prove that i still have it in me.....

 

You still have it in you.

But best wishes wherever your path may take you.

 

hehe can you cannot prove such a thing. haha wow remember that day me u n josh smoked n went to that weird zoo? haha.

 

**aww shucks** thanks

 

ok....that first part does not make much sense, i had to read it a few times to be sure of what you were saying....yeah i remember...we even got ice cream and yours melted all over you...

 

lol. i do not remember that but every time i have ice cream i tend to get it all over me cause yeah.. im just good like that

 

oh yeah i added an extra "can"...

 

how can you not remember...you were bitching because you wanted to feed the animals but had ice cream all over your hands and wanted me or josh to hold the bowl and neither one of us would because it was covered in ice cream

 

"I have to do it; otherwise..."

"I want to do it because..."

Proving things falls under?

 

dont be a quitter, at least tough it out for the first year and then evaluate what you relaly think. change can be scary sometimes, and just readjusting can be enough to put people off of something new and awesome sometimes

 

if you haven't been in school for 6 years, you may just need to get used to it again and then it will become easy again. or maybe if you really just hate it all the time, you aren't in the right subject..

 

yeah, it also has to do with the fact that i dont like my one professor....she graded me on a paper and took credit off it because she said it was late....i told her how could it be late when i turned it in early